I've been listening to old Miley Cyrus songs all night and I love her so much omg ok just read this (i mistyped that and microsoft word just corrected it to 'just eat tits' haha bye)

She hates him, honestly. They were great together, as friends and a couple, but something changed. She found it harder to be honest with him, especially if she knew it might hurt him. If he did something that she didn't like, she put on a smile and tried to forget it. She made him to be so perfect in her head that she sometimes forgot that he was human, he made mistakes. She knew that people make mistakes so they can learn from them and hopefully not make the same mistake twice, although it was probably hard for him to learn from his mistakes if she didn't let him know that he was making them. You can't change something that you don't know is a problem, right?

"You have to tell him the truth," Trish had said. Tell him the truth. Easier said than done. How could she point out his flaws while looking at that sweet face? No, she'd have to write him a note or an email or something. So she grabbed a notebook.

"10 Things I Hate About You" she titled the page. She crossed out the number '10', she'd never be able to come up with ten, so instead she wrote '7'.

1. You're vain.

It's true, he was totally and completely obsessed with his looks, and she hated it.

"Ally, you know I'm sexy."

He was very attractive, and very aware of it.

But confident or cocky? She wasn't sure. Although, he never rubbed his good looks in anyone's face. He always tried his best to make her feel good about herself, Trish and Dez as well. He was nice, he was her confidence builder.

Okay, so maybe "vain" wasn't the word to describe him.

2. Your games.

Austin was a guy. Guys were confusing sometimes. It annoyed Ally.

"Hey, Ally, can you help me? I wanna ask this cute girl out- Stacie from gym class- but I'm afraid she'll say no."

He said things in the heat of the moment that he didn't mean, he made her come with him to see movies that he knew she'd hate, he'd kissed her and then became Kira's boyfriend. When they had agreed to be just friends, he flirted with girls right outside of Sonic Boom, and it hurt. She couldn't understand how he'd moved on so quickly. But, to be fair, he didn't do these things on purpose. Even Trish had told her multiple times that she was overthinking things.

So maybe he wasn't playing games with her, but she did wish he'd think before he did something.

3. You're insecure.

How someone could manage to be confident and insecure was beyond Ally, but Austin was both.

Like if he got a bad grade he questioned his intelligence and thought his IQ was dropping by the hour (Trish didn't help his theory by giving him rigged IQ tests either). If a girl said no when he'd asked her out, he'd swear off all women and then Ally would follow him to wherever he decided to run to, reassure him, and he'd be in the food court hitting on girls an hour later.

The worst was when he got insecure and nobody could figure out why, he questioned everything. Every single thing. Not only was it annoying to have to assure him that they were still his friends every 10 minutes, but it broke their hearts to see him beat himself up.

"God, Austin, you're so stupid! Can't you do anything right?"

He was so harsh, and this usually went on for weeks at a time. Then he would be his happy, cheerful self again. He was moody.

But it wasn't his fault, everyone gets insecure sometimes. Especially Ally, so she couldn't exactly complain.

4. You love me, you like her

The day he'd told her he was in love with her was a very happy day. Even if they agreed that being involved romantically wasn't the best career choice at the time, so they decided to stay friends for a while. But a couple days later he had a date with Jennifer from biology. He actually liked her, a few days after confessing his love to Ally.

"Ally, guess what! I have a date! what should I wear?"

This broke her heart.

Although, to be fair, they'd never agreed to not see other people. And he'd even told her that he was just trying to keep his mind off of their nonexistent relationship, but that didn't take the pain away.

Boys are idiots. Especially boys named Austin Moon.

5. You've made me laugh, you've made me cry

Austin's bad decision making seems to be a running theme here, but it's not Ally's fault he screws up a lot. She's made her fair share of mistakes too. That's what they do, clean up each other's messes.

Sometimes his screw ups really hurt though, and they make her cry. Like when he completely forgot to meet her at the movies because he was writing a song. Sure, he apologized about a million times and bought her flowers every day for a month, but she'd still ended up in the lobby of the movie theater crying because she'd taken a backseat to his career.

But all the joy he brought certainly overpowered the tears. He told her dumb jokes, bought her balloons that said happy birthday when it wasn't her birthday, sang her Christmas Carols in June, danced with her in the rain at midnight, painted things that made them angry and threw them in his parents' fireplace. He was so sweet and happy and loving.

6. Your friends? They're jerks.

Aside from Dez, Ally hated his friends. Friends from the basketball team, friends he'd made through Starr records, people he'd met just at school. She hated them. They always said things to her or about her when he wasn't around.

"Damn girl."

"She's a dime."

"I hate to see you go, but I love to watch you leave."

"We should all go to the beach sometime, I'd love to see you in a bikini."

These phrases were often followed by a wink, or a seductive smirk. She hated them, and she couldn't tell Austin without seeming needy. She couldn't ask him to stop hanging out with certain people just because she didn't like them. She didn't want to be that type of friend.

7. You make me love you

Despite all of his flaws, his screw ups, his insecurities, and his crappy friends, she loved him. It wasn't easy to love Austin Moon. He's a rockstar, girls literally throw themselves at him. But she loves him, he's worth it.

He's so worth it.

She looks over her list. 7 things she cannot stand about him. She balled it up and threw it in the trashcan. It felt good to write these things down, even if he didn't get to see them. She loved him, all of him, and she wouldn't have him change anything.

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