"GAME OVER"
"Aw, don't feel so bad Sprout. You were being aggressive – trying to take it to the User. That's good."
"Don't
call me that." Enzo sighed, not slowing down.
"I screwed up as usual – I let you guys down."
Matrix
zipped along behind his younger brother, keeping pace but not eclipsing the
boy. "Don't take it so hard. You can't change what's already happened –
you just have to learn from it, that's all."
"Yeah
yeah, I know. Just leave me alone, OK?"
"Where
you going?" the bearded sprite scowled.
"Wait up!"
"I
just wanna be alone, all right? I'm really
sorry, Matrix. I almost got us all nullified…"
"C'mon
Kid – that's not true." Matrix frowned.
"You all right?"
"I'm
fine! I think I can make it back to the
diner without deleting myself. I'll
just see you later."
"Whatever." Matrix stopped and hovered, watching Enzo's
small form disappear as it headed towards Baudway. Bob, who had been lingering discreetly out of earshot, caught up
to the big sprite after a nano.
"Any
luck?" the Guardian asked, arms crossed.
"He'll
be all right." Matrix muttered. "He
didn't really wanna talk to me, either.
I should have been beating him over the head for what he did, but I just
didn't have the heart to do it."
"Sometimes
I wonder if he's really too young for this." Bob sighed.
Matrix
winced as if he'd been struck. "Don't
ever let Enzo hear you say that, Bob.
It'd delete him."
The
Guardian smiled ruefully. "Well, I
suppose we're committed to this now, whatever happens. He'll learn. I just wish I knew what to say to him…"
"Me
too."
"Table
for one, Monsieur?"
"So there you
are." Dot frowned. "What happened? Enzo stormed through here like Hexadecimal
was right behind him!"
"I
know how he feels." Bob sighed, joining her at the bar.
"What's
wrong? Enzo wasn't very talkative."
"No
big file. He didn't have his greatest
game, that's all. Guess he's a little
upset about it."
"Is
he all right?" Dot hissed, priorities - as ever - in order.
"He's
fine. He got a little cocky and made a
mistake, that's all. And now he's embarrassed
about it. Could I get an energy shake,
Cecil?"
"That's
too bad." The Command.com sighed. "But
he's all right? He wasn't in any
danger?"
"No."
Bob smiled ruefully. "Matrix and I had
it covered."
"Matrix
was in the game too? Perfect – I'm sure
that made Enzo feel even worse."
"He's
a little sprite – he's gonna make mistakes." Bob said. "No big file. But he takes it pretty hard.
I'll try talking to him again…"
"No."
Dot interrupted, grabbing the Guardian's arm as he started to rise from his
chair.
"But
Dot-"
"Just
let him be alone for a little while." The green-haired sprite smiled. "He doesn't want you to see him right
now. Trust me."
"If
you say so." Bob said dubiously.
"Trust
me."
"Basic." The voice was muffled by the pillow, but the
word was unmistakable. For Enzo there
was a certain comfort in lying face down on his docking bay, his senses dulled,
the world shut out. He didn't know how
long he'd been lying there, but it felt good.
After
a time he heard the door open, and felt Dot's footsteps – as familiar to him by
feel as anything he could sense with his eyes or ears – patter into the
room. He felt the bed sag and spring
back under him.
Dot
sat staring at her brother for a few microseconds, a sad smile on her
lips. Finally, she smartly slapped him
on the bitmap. "Hey, You."
"Go
away." The youngster mumbled, not moving.
"You
shouldn't wear your boots on the bed." The Command.Com said softly. The boy didn't respond. Dot chuckled softly and shook her head. After a few nanos she swung her feet up onto
the docking bay and leaned back with a sigh.
She rested a hand on the youngster's shoulder and squeezed gently.
Enzo
didn't move, half-hoping she'd go away and half-hoping she wouldn't. The only sensations breaching his cocoon
were the sounds of his own slow breathing and the light touch of his sister's
hand on his shoulder.
"Poor
baby." He heard her say softly after a seeming eternity of silence.
"Don't
make fun of me." The boy mumbled into his pillow.
"I'm
not." Dot sighed. Enzo felt her
smoothing his hair gently.
"Frustrating, isn't it? Making
mistakes. I've made enough to know."
"No
you haven't." the boy grumbled, turning onto his cheek and opening his
eyes. "You're perfect. Bob too. It drives me offline sometimes…"
His
sister barked a laugh. "Perfect? That's a good one, Little Brother! If I had a credit for every time I've
screwed up I'd own half of Mainframe!"
"I
thought you did." The boy muttered.
Dot
ignored him. "It never gets any easier,
either. The doubts, blaming
yourself. Feeling guilty." She looked down at Enzo's face,
frowning. After a nano she released his
shoulder and opened her arms. "Come
here, you."
Her
brother stared at her for a moment, then silently slid over and rested his head
on her shoulder, eyes closed. He heard
her chuckle softly as she embraced him, roughly tousled his hair. "I'm not a little baby, you know. I don't need you to feel sorry for me…"
"I
know you don't." Dot smiled. "I just
know how frustrated you are. I've been
there, you know."
"I
really messed up in that game today, Dot." The boy sighed, not opening his
eyes. "I was totally low-density."
"Wanna
talk about it?" she asked gently.
The
youngster took a deep breath and scowled.
"I didn't do what Bob said. I
tried to win the game myself and I almost ruined it! I can't believe how basic I was…"
"So
you tried a little too hard – it's understandable…"
"That's
not all." The boy moaned. "I froze,
too. I could've ruined everything…"
"I'm
sure Bob had it under control, Enzo."
"Maybe."
He whispered. "But… Cursors! Why do I do stuff like that? How come I don't learn anything? I must be basic!"
"You're
not basic." His sister smiled. "You're
still pretty young, you know. I know
you don't want to hear it, but it takes a lot of time to become a
Guardian. It's just like everything
else. There aren't any shortcuts in
life – just hard work."
"Everyone
keeps saying that to me!" the boy grumbled.
"I just wish I wouldn't screw up so much. I try so hard!"
"Maybe
too hard!" Dot laughed softly. "Let me tell you something, my little
Guardian – if you think you're ever going to stop making mistakes, you really are basic. You'll never be perfect no matter how hard you try. It's impossible."
"Really? That's kinda depressing…"
"It
doesn't have to be – it can be kind of liberating if you think about it. You don't have to put all that pressure on
yourself, see? That's life, Enzo. Bob isn't going to stop believing in you
just because you mess up every once in a while. He doesn't care about the mistakes very much – what he cares
about is how you respond to them."
"Really?"
Enzo whispered, opening his eyes and looking up at her. "Do you really think that's true?"
"I know it is. This is a chance for you to show him how tough you are - and how
quickly you learn stuff, too. You just
need to show him that you're more determined than ever to get it right. You can do that, can't you?"
"I
guess." The boy nodded dubiously.
"Really?"
"Don't
worry about the mistakes, Little Brother." Dot smiled. "You can't get away from them, and they'll
drive you offline every time they happen.
The important thing is to be with people who'll stick with you no matter
what you do."
"Yeah."
The boy nodded. "Like Bob, you think?"
"Sure. Like me, too. No matter what you do I'll always be there, Little Brother. Just try and stop me!"
"I
know." The boy grinned. "How come,
Dot? I sure mess up a lot…"
"I
can't help it." His sister giggled. "I've
raised you almost since you were a baby, Enzo.
Almost since you first started talking.
And I haven't been able to shut you up since…"
"Dot!"
Enzo laughed, in spite of himself.
"Yep." She smiled, smoothing his hair gently. She darted a hand under his chin
quickly. "Gotcha!"
"Stop!"
Enzo howled, grabbing at her arm. "You know I hate that!"
"Sure you do!" Dot nodded. "So – you ready to go out there and face the
net again, Guardian?"
"Yeah."
The boy sighed, kissing his sister on the cheek. "Thanks, Dot. You're
awesome."
"When
you're right, you're right!" she laughed.
"Why
is it, Cecil?" Bob grumbled, sipping his energy shake. "Why's everything so deleted
complicated? Used to be all I had to
worry about was winning games – plain DOS all the way."
"Indeed,
Sir." The dedicated served replied, doing a poor job of feigning interest.
"Not
like now." The Guardian sighed. "Those
were the good old seconds, all right.
Now I'm thinking about the consequences of everything I do instead of
just doing it. It's almost like I'm
turning into-"
"BOB!"
The
Guardian turned, managing to catch a glimpse of blue and green for a fraction
of a nano before what felt like an ABC crashed into his chest, sending him
tumbling to the floor and knocking the breath from his lungs.
"Dude! I'm totally sorry about what happened in the
game today, Bob! I promise I'll do
better – you'll see! I'm learning a lot
– you're the best teacher, Bob! You're
alphanumeric! The next time I'm gonna do
exactly what you say, I swear! I'm
gonna work really hard and I'm gonna study too and-"
"Enzo!"
Dot interrupted, grinning.
"Yes?"
"If
you're through, maybe Bob would like to get off the floor and finish his energy
shake?"
"Oh! Sure." The youngster smiled sheepishly,
standing up and holding his hand out to the silver-haired sprite. "Sorry, Bob!"
"That's
OK." The Guardian chuckled, collapsing onto his chair with a theatrical
groan. "I wasn't using that rib
anyways…"
"Now
that we're all online again… Enzo, will you run to Flampert's and get three
boxes of straws, please? We're out."
She reached into her pocket and pulled out a credit bar.
"Sure,
Dot." The boy nodded. "Can we talk
about the game later, Bob? Please?"
"Sure,
Enzo." Bob grinned. The boy grabbed the
credit from his sister and darted out of the diner. Dot sat next to Bob at the bar, chuckling. "How did you do it?" he sighed.
"Do
what?"
"You
know what." The Guardian
grumbled. "I tried talking to him from
the nano we left the game and he wouldn't even look at me!"
"I
know my brother, that's all." Dot smiled.
"What
did you say to him?"
"Oh
Bob…" Dot sighed. "It's hard to
explain. It's just… Sometimes he needs his big sister, that's
all."
"What
do you mean?" the silver-haired sprite frowned.
Dot
grabbed his hand. "You know - he spends
all cycle trying to be a man – trying to act like a grown-up whenever you're
around. And Matrix. And AndrAIa. Definitely AndrAIa…"
"And?"
"He's
only one-zero, Bob. Sometimes he still
needs to be a little boy for a while.
And I'm the only one he'll let see the little boy."
Bob
smiled and shook his head ruefully.
"You're an amazing sprite, Dot Matrix.
You know that?"
"Not
really..."
"It's
almost like you're two totally different sprites, you know? One for the whole net and everyone in it,
and one just for Enzo. Him too, for
that matter. It's amazing…"
"I
don't know…" the green-haired woman frowned.
"I never really processed over it.
Maybe. We've never had anyone else for a long time, Bob – not since my
parents died. Enzo was my whole life,
and I was his. I guess it isn't all
that surprising when you think about it."
"Everything
about you surprises me." Bob grinned, kissing her on the nose. "And you and Enzo – it's amazing, whether
you'll admit it or not."
"I
know my brother, that's all…"
Enzo
scowled as he watched the small vidscreen on his organizer, brow furrowed in
concentration. Periodically, the boy
would wince or groan as events unfolded on the screen in front of him. "There!
There it is, Nullhead!" he whispered urgently, jabbing his finger at the
display. "Basic! Basic…"
He
looked up as the door of his bedroom creaked open and Bob poked his head
in. "Hey Kiddo. You all right?"
"Yeah,
thanks." The youngster smiled weakly.
"Wanna
talk?"
"Please."
Enzo nodded.
Bob grinned and slipped into the room,
sitting on the edge of the boy's bed.
"What're you watching? Sounded
like you were really getting into it!"
The
boy blushed slightly. "Just looking at
the playback from that cursored game.
Trying to figure out where I screwed up…"
"Don't
beat yourself up over it." Bob sighed, slapping him on the shoulder lightly.
"I
know. It's cool – honest. I just wanna get better, that's all. I'm tired of slowing you down all the time-"
"You
don't slow me down." Bob smiled.
"You're just inexperienced, that's all.
Can't help that. I think it's
good for me, actually – having to take a step back and look at the game like someone
who's never seen it. Keeps me sharp."
"Maybe."
Enzo nodded dubiously. "But I'm gonna
learn fast, Bob – you'll see! I'm gonna
listen to everything you tell me. And
I'm not just sayin' that either!"
"I
know, Tiger!" the Guardian chuckled. "I
like your spirit."
"Really?"
"Really. And I'm glad you're feeling better about it
– you can't delete yourself every time you make a mistake. But I want to be sure you understand – when
I tell you to do something in a game, it's 'cause I have a good reason. Get it?"
"Got
it." The green-haired boy sighed.
"Like
today – I know you wanted to finish the User off yourself, but I told you to
rendezvous with Matrix and me for a reason.
It was dangerous to try to assault the User's stronghold yourself – but
I guess you found that out."
"I
guess." Enzo nodded ruefully.
"There's
no way you could have known about those tank traps, Enzo. It's not your fault -
you've never played the game before.
But that's the point, see? It's
my job – Matrix' too, for that matter – to teach you what we learned surviving
these games the first time we played them.
There's no academy to teach you.
But we can't do it if you start freelancing and trying to win games by
yourself."
"I
know. I'm sorry." Enzo moaned, the words
echoing oddly familiar in his mind. "I
just really wanna win, that's all – I know I shouldn't do stuff even when I'm
doing it sometimes, but it's like I can't stop myself! That sounds basic…"
"Not
really." The silver-haired sprite chuckled.
"I used to be one-zero myself, believe it or not!"
"I
know Matrix was." Enzo grinned. "It
musta been really hard for him to have to learn all this on his own, with no
one to teach him-"
"I
guess it was." Bob said softly, looking away from the boy.
"Oh! I'm sorry Bob! I… I didn't mean-"
"I
know." The Guardian smiled, wrapping an arm around the youngster's
shoulder. "But now I get my second
chance – and you're it, Tiger! So don't
screw it up for both our sakes, OK?"
"OK. Promise."
"Cool. So – jetball or circuit racing after school
tomorrow?"
"Um
– actually Bob…" Enzo began hesitantly.
"I was wondering if maybe instead of playing we could train? You know – strength exercises and working
out and stuff like that. I really wanna
try to get stronger."
The
Guardian raised an eyebrow in surprise.
"No jetball? Really? Is this Enzo I'm talking to?"
"Really."
The green-haired boy nodded earnestly.
"Can we, Bob? Please?"
"Sure."
Bob chuckled. "Just don't expect
miracles – you're not due for another upgrade for almost an hour. These things take time, y'know."
"I've
heard that somewhere before." Enzo scowled.
"Night."
Bob laughed, standing and reaching for the door. "Sleep tight."
"Bob?"
"Yeah
Enzo?"
The
boy frowned thoughtfully. "I didn't like
that game today. Not just 'cause I
botched it I mean – I didn't like the game.
It was – I dunno… Depressing."
"Yeah,
I guess maybe it was."
"All
those people getting toasted and everything.
And it was so real." The boy
shuddered. "I know they're only game
sprites an' everything… But Andri's a
game sprite too. Why would the User
wanna play a game like that?"
"I
dunno, Pal." Bob said. "All I know is
if you play enough games, you're going to see stuff that you don't like. Bad stuff.
Part of our job is to do what we have to do no matter how much we hate
it."
"Our job?" Enzo said softly. "Our job… Yeah, I guess so. Thanks, Bob."
"Welcome. See you next cycle."
The
smell of data was heavy in the air as a light wind blew in off of the sea. It was hot, in spite of the breeze. Two figures were setting a crisp pace as
they moved along the seawall. Matrix
wiped the sweat of his brow without breaking stride and looked back over his
shoulder. The small figure behind him
was even smaller than the last time he'd looked.
The
bearded sprite quickened his step and matched pace with the blue-suited sprite
jogging briskly a few paces in front of him.
"Think we oughtta slow up, Bob?"
The Guardian turned and Matrix nodded back over his shoulder. "Little legs."
Bob
squinted and frowned, then smiled slightly.
"Naw. Let's give him something
to shoot for."
"If
he can still see us." Matrix panted.
"Let
him push himself a little - it's good for him.
We won't let him fall too far behind.
C'mon, let's head for the lighthouse – we'll wait for him there."
Enzo
felt his throat burning as he labored along, barely keeping his brother and Bob
in sight as he ran, the sound of the data waves crashing dimly audible in his
pounding ears. His uniform was soaked
through with perspiration, and his legs felt like they were about to fall off.
Gritting
his teeth and ignoring the fire in his chest the boy straggled on, blinking
sweat from his eyes. He dimly wished
that Bob would slow down and come back for him, and he felt a little sting of
hurt – but that only made him more desperate to keep moving, show the Guardian
and his big brother he didn't need any special favors. But delete it, they didn't seem to be
getting any closer, no matter how hard he ran!
"He's
getting even with me for jumping on him all those times!" the boy panted,
wincing from a stitch in his side. He
closed his eyes for a long nano, fighting back the urge to stop and collapse on
the soft, sweet grass. Or jump in the
data sea – it was probably nice and cool…
When
he opened his stinging eyes the pair of sprites in front of him seemed,
miraculously, a little larger. Enzo
thought it was a mirage for a nano, but after a few more agonizing footfalls it
was clear that Bob and Matrix were stationary at last, standing on the lawn of
the old lighthouse.
The
boy felt their eyes on him as he labored on, head down, determined not to slow
to a walk until he was on top of the pair of sprites. After what seemed like seconds the hard pavement of the seawall
path gave way to soft green grass and Enzo looked up to see Matrix and Bob
peering down at him, the bearded sprite fighting down a grin.
The boy staggered to a halt, hands on his
knees. "Hey, Guys." He panted, fighting
for breath. "I…made…it…"
"Good."
Bob smiled. "Now drop and give me ten,
Cadet."
"What?"
Matrix exclaimed.
"You
heard me Enzo." The Guardian said calmly, ignoring the bearded sprite. "Ten push-ups. Let's see what you're made of.
We've only been running for fifteen microseconds!"
"Sure…Bob…"
Enzo gasped, gritting his teeth. He
lowered himself to his knees, then onto his stomach, relishing the cool
softness of the grass under him. It
felt so good to lie there, so good…
"Today, Cadet?" Bob said impatiently, winking
at Matrix. The big sprite snorted and
shook his head.
With
a groan, Enzo coiled his arms under him and pushed, raising himself off the
ground. After a nano he fell back with
a thud.
"That
would be one." Bob said dryly. Enzo
narrowed his eyes at him and pushed himself off again, groaning. "Two.
C'mon – it's easy." The Guardian
dropped to the ground and fired off ten brisk push-ups as Enzo watched,
wide-eyed.
The
youngster managed two more push-ups, arms like jelly, before he fell back to
the turf, panting. Try as he might, he
just couldn't make his arms work. After
a final halfhearted attempt he rolled onto his stomach and stared into the blue
sky. Matrix frowned. "Bob-"
"Four." Bob sighed.
"That's not too bad I guess - for
a little sprite."
"Nnng!"
Enzo growled in frustration, furious at his pathetic little body for letting
him down. He felt like screaming or
crying, he wasn't sure which – but he didn't figure he could muster the breath
for either anyway. The boy rolled onto
his side and met Matrix' glance, the bearded sprite staring sympathetically
down at him.
"Well,
that's that then." Bob said with a conclusive clap of the hands. "I guess we should head back-"
"No!"
Enzo snarled, eyes still locked on Matrix.
With a grunt he pushed himself onto his belly again and gathered his
arms under him, ignoring the protests of his muscles. "Five!" he shouted, pushing himself off the ground and gritting
his teeth. In rapid succession he
repeated the process five more times, pausing only to count off
breathlessly. Each push-up seemed to
cover a little less ground than the previous and the final one was really more
of a convulsion than anything else, but for Enzo it was close enough. "Ten!" he gasped, collapsing to the soft
ground one final time.
"Good
boy." Bob nodded approvingly.
Enzo
knew he should stand up, but somehow his body just didn't seem to be getting
the message. He lay on the ground for a
nano, gathering his resolve, and felt a hand clasp his wrist. He looked up to see Matrix, who nodded
brusquely and effortlessly lifted him to his feet. "Good work." The big sprite grunted.
"Thanks."
Enzo said with a tired smile.
"All
right Ladies – we've had our rest.
Let's get a move on. Next break
is at Floating Point." Bob grinned, breaking into a jog. "Pick your feet up."
"Crash!"
Enzo panted, watching the Guardian's receding back, hands on his knees.
Matrix'
hand was still on his wrist. "You make
it all right?" the big sprite asked with a small grin.
"Yeah,
I'm cool." Enzo sighed.
"Come
on you two!" Bob called over his shoulder.
"Last one to the park buys the quantum shakes!"
"Come
on, Little Brother." Matrix chuckled, half-supporting Enzo's weight as they
broke into a slow trot. "You'll look
back on this fondly some minute."
"If
I live that long!" the boy groaned.
"What
in the world did you do to Enzo?"
"What
do you mean?" Bob smiled as Dot slid onto the couch next to him.
"He
went right to bed without me even having to nag him. And not only that – he actually went to sleep! I don't think he played a single game on his
organizer."
"He
had a good workout." The silver-haired sprite chuckled. "Matrix and I ran him pretty hard. Well… I
ran him pretty hard – I think Enzo felt sorry for him most of the time."
"How'd
he hold up?"
"He
did fine. He'll be a little sore
tomorrow but it's good for him."
Dot
kissed his cheek lightly. "I think
you're starting to figure out my little brother, Handsome."
"How
so?"
"Well
– after last cycle he wanted a chance to prove himself and you gave it to him,
didn't you?"
"It
didn't take a genius." Bob shrugged.
"He told me he wanted to train today, so that's what he did."
"He
didn't just want to train." Dot grinned mischievously. "He wanted you to test him, even if he
didn't know it. You could have taken it
easy on him but that would have made him feel worse. And you knew that, didn't you?"
"Lucky
guess."
"I'll
bet." Dot scowled. "And asking Matrix
along, so Enzo could prove himself to his brother too – also a lucky guess?"
"I
was just trying to help." Bob smiled.
"Uh
huh." The Command.com shook her head
and leaned over against Bob, wrapping her arms around him. "I'm so glad you're here with us, Bob – Enzo
needed someone to look up to."
"He
looks up to you!" Bob protested.
"Maybe."
She smiled wistfully. "But Enzo's not
like me, Bob – not really. He shouldn't
try to be."
"What
do you mean?"
Dot
was silent for a moment. "Enzo's not
much like me, Bob. He's just like Mom,
really. He feels everything deep
inside. He likes to have fun, go on
adventures and just take whatever happens.
Remind you of anyone?"
"I
can't imagine." Bob grinned, stroking her dark green hair softly.
"Well,
Mom was just like that too." Dot sighed.
"Enzo's so much like her. He
feels everything, he hurts so easily. And he doesn't like to think too far
ahead. Not like me at all, really."
"What
are you like?"
"Like
my father." She continued softly. "Live
to work, that was Dad. Put the whole
system on his back and carry it with him wherever he went. And make a few credits to boot, if the time
was there. Everything organized, to a
file. Just like someone you know…"
"Maybe
a little." Bob chuckled.
"To
a file…" Dot whispered. "Not much time
for things like the family. Never let
his emotions get in the way of his judgement."
"That's
not like you at all." Bob frowned.
"Oh
no?" the green-haired sprite laughed, a little bitterly. "If you say so. You didn't know me when my parents were alive, Bob."
"You're
the same sprite, Love."
"My
codes, maybe. But not everything. When you have a little boy to take care of
and you're just about a little girl yourself … And the little boy's just started
walking, and talking, and now his mom and dad are gone and he doesn't
understand why… You've got to change a
little, I think."
Bob
kissed her softly atop the head. "That
sounds like it was pretty rough, Dot.
I'm sorry..."
"It
was rougher for Enzo." She sighed.
"Thank the User I had Enzo, Bob.
I think I would've gone offline after my parents died, I was so
mad. Bitter – that's the word. But there was Enzo, and I had to be there
for him. And I couldn't be angry and
depressed all the time – he needed me to be strong. He was hurting so much, Bob – he feels everything deep
inside. He needed me to feel things
like he did."
"I
guess you were more like your Mom than you thought - all along." Bob smiled.
"Maybe
I was." She sighed. "But Enzo's still a
different sprite than I am. He'd never
have been happy trying to be like me.
I'm so glad you're here for him, Bob."
"Me
too." The silver-haired sprite agreed.
"This is where I'm supposed to be, I think."
"Me
too." Dot nodded up at him. She lifted
her head and kissed him gently on the lips.
"C'mon – let's go to bed."
"Lead
the way." The Guardian smiled, deleting the light.
"You
wanted to see me, Ms. Robinson?"
"Ah
yes, Chris. Come in, sit down." The
well-dressed, carefully coifed woman in her mid forties smiled, standing behind
her desk and gesturing to the fat armchair opposite. She looked for all the world as if she'd just thrown her outfit
on at the last minute, yet everything melded together perfectly, somehow.
"Thanks."
Christopher O'Brien nodded, trying to smile.
His face, unused to the action, produced something like a grimace. Though the office was lit rather subtly the
young man still squinted. He squirmed
uncomfortably in the soft leather chair, feeling distinctly out of place.
"How
are you?" Janice Robinson smiled warmly.
"We hardly ever get the chance to talk – I haven't seen you in a
development meeting in weeks."
"Er
– sorry about that." The boy mumbled.
"I've been busy, I'm eye deep in some really heavy code-"
"Yeah,
so I hear." His employer replied.
"You're working on your new game project?"
"'Daemon's
Legacy', yeah." Chris nodded.
"Right. Chris, you know everyone at Cascade Online
values your services greatly-"
"Am
I fired?" the youth squeaked. "You
can't! I know I've been-"
"Of
course you're not fired!" Ms. Robinson chuckled. "You've been a great resource for this company over the last
couple of years, Christopher. 'Mystic'
is the top selling RP game in the history of the industry. But then I suppose you knew that."
"Whatever."
"Yes…"
the woman frowned. "Well – we're all
very proud of what you've accomplished, Christopher. Especially for such a young man.
But my brother and I are a little worried, Chris. About you."
"Worried?"
"You
seem to be working awfully hard, Chris.
I've heard you've even been sleeping in your office-"
"No!"
the boy exclaimed. "I mean… Yeah, I
stay there sometimes. But I don't
sleep, I work! When I get on a roll I
don't like to stop-"
"That's
hardly the point." The woman interrupted gently. She sat back with a sigh.
"How old were you when you joined us, Christopher?"
"Fifteen."
The pale youth ventured defensively.
"Of
course – fifteen. We're just a little worried
that you don't have enough experience to prioritize things, Chris. It doesn't do any of us any good if you work
yourself sick, does it? I mean, well… Look at you!"
"What
do you mean?"
"You
look like you haven't eaten in weeks, Chris.
And haven't seen the sun in even longer, if I'm guessing right. And to be honest… I wonder when you last
changed your clothes…"
"I'm
sorry." The youth mumbled. "I'm just
working really hard, that's all…"
"I
know you are. And we appreciate it,
believe me. But maybe it would be best
if you took some time off – you know, to relax. Maybe move back in with your parents for a while-"
"No! I can't!
I can't stop working on the game, Ms. Robinson. The rollout date is in three weeks!"
"There's
no rush, Chris. The world won't come to
an end if we miss a rollout date, will it?
I-"
"No!"
O'Brien said resolutely, shaking his head.
"At
least think about it, will you? You
don't look at all well." The dark-haired woman sighed.
"OK,
I'll think about it. But I'm gonna have
the game finished on time, Ma'am.
Period."
"Yes,
well – that's another thing." She frowned.
"No one here doubts your genius, Christopher. Everything you've worked on has been a huge success. But this new game – it's very… strange. Well – what you've let anyone see of it
anyway. There doesn't seem to be very
much action, does there?"
"Wait'll
it's finished, Ms. Robinson. It'll be
great, I promise!" the boy said desperately.
"Don't
be insulted! Like I said, no one here
is doubting you. It's just that my
brother and I are a little - confused – by what you're trying to do with this
one. We-"
"Please,
Ma'am – trust me!" O'Brien pleaded. "I
know what I'm doing, I promise! This is
the next wave in home gaming – virtual reality! Wasn't I right about 'Mystic'?
'Daemon's Legacy' has to be released exactly as it is. It has to!"
"Chris-"
"Ms.
Robinson – you know how much money I've made for the company. Haven't I earned a little creative
license? I think I know what gamers
like! Please?"
The
elegant woman sighed deeply and drummed her fingers on the mahogany desk in
front of her. She'd met some strange
ones in this business, but Chris O'Brien topped the list. It was like her brother had told her when
they first started the company – the better the programmer, the stranger the
quirks. And how right he was…
"Do
you like this blouse, Enzo?"
The
youngster fidgeted, eyes darting around the sprawling department store. "Yeah.
It's cool."
"You
didn't even look at it!" Dot laughed.
"Sorry."
Enzo mumbled, casting a disinterested look at his sister at last. "It's real nice."
"Don't
bowl me over with your enthusiasm." Dot sighed, rebooting out of the black and
gold garment. She grabbed the boy by
the hand. "Come on – we need to look at
some wardrobe upgrades for you. Now -
where is the boys' department…"
"Dot,
no!" Enzo whined, digging his heels in.
"I don't want to! My cadet
uniform's fine, I don't need a wardrobe upgrade!"
"It
looks like you sleep in it!" Dot laughed.
"I do."
The boy mumbled.
The
Command.com dragged her protesting brother behind her. "Your uniform is fine, Enzo, but you need
other clothes sometimes too. What if we
go somewhere nice for dinner? You're
not zero-one anymore – you can't wear sneakers and jeans all the time."
"Aw, Dot!"
"Just hush up." She sighed.
Enzo hung his head meekly and followed behind her, muttering. After a nano he lifted his head and
gasped. He grabbed the edge of a
display case and dug in his heels again.
"Dot – look!"
"What is it now, Enzo?"
"Check
out that poster, Dude! 'Surge
Protectors' – they're like the most alphanumeric band in Mainframe!"
"Very
nice." Dot said dryly.
"I
wish I could get that." Enzo pouted. "I
never buy anything…"
"It's
a scandal… Don't let the authorities
find out or they might remove you from my custody."
"Dot! I'm serious. I never have any credits.
You don't even give me an allowance!"
"You
shouldn't expect people to just give you credits, Enzo. You have to work for them!"
"I do work!" Enzo protested. "I help out around the diner all the time,
don't I? And I help Bob in all the
games. But I never get any credits!"
"Poor
Enzo." Dot smiled. "Bob isn't even
getting paid, you know – not since the Academy went offline."
"I know."
Enzo sighed. "But I work pretty hard
around the diner an' stuff, right?
Can't you start giving me an allowance?"
His
sister pursed her lips thoughtfully.
"Maybe, Enzo. You might have a
point. I'll think about it."
"Can
I have some credits now? Please?"
"Enzo! I said I'd think about it. Now come on – you've stalled long
enough. Let's look at some clothes for
you."
"Crash!"
the youngster pouted. He followed his
sister in silence for several nanos until they reached the boys' department.
A
bespectacled service binome sidled up to the pair. "May I help you, Madam?" he smiled obsequiously.
"Yes,
I'm looking for a wardrobe upgrade for my brother here." Dot smiled, grabbing
Enzo firmly by the hand.
"Certainly,
Madam." The little binome groveled.
"Here at The Baudway we have a full line of children's fashions for any
occasion." He turned to Enzo. "And what would Master be interested in
today?"
"He
needs a suit – something formal." Dot said firmly.
"Dot!"
"And
something for around the diner, something that he can play in. Those purple slacks over there are nice…"
"I
hafta go the bathroom!" Enzo said urgently.
Dot
ignored him. "He'll try those on. And maybe some shirts – something with a
collar, I think."
Enzo
groaned. "Doootttttt – I toldya I have
to go to the bath-room!" he hissed,
pulling at her hand.
"Now?"
Dot sighed, exasperated.
"I'm
gonna explode!" the boy moaned.
"All
right." She frowned, releasing his hand.
"But you come right back here, understand? We're not done. Enzo? Enzo!"
"So
which one?"
"I
really don't care." Matrix sighed. "Why
won't you believe me?"
"I
think I like the blue ones." AndrAIa said, holding up a pair of dishes
judiciously. "I think they'll go with
the wallpaper. So which ones do you like?"
"Cursors!"
Matrix growled. "I feel like my head's
gonna explode any nano…"
"What's
your problem, Sparky?" the game sprite laughed.
"You
know how much I hate this, Andri! What
difference does it make which ones we get?
They're just gonna be covered with food anyways."
"So
that'd be the blue ones then." The girl grinned. "Now we need to look at flatware. Come on, Lover."
"Delete
me now!" the bearded sprite groaned, trudging along behind her. "Where's a game cube when you need
one?" AndrAIa immersed herself in
spoons as he stood behind her, muttering to himself.
"Psst!" Matrix looked around, frowning. A small face peered back at him from between
two shelves. "C'mere!"
The
big sprite slipped away from AndrAIa and into the next aisle. "How'd you get away from Dot?"
"Told
her I had to pee!" Enzo grinned. "C'mon
– let's go get an ice cream."
"She'll
be pretty mad!" Matrix sighed, shaking his head.
"Aw,
she had me looking at clothes! I had to
escape – it was self-defense! Come on, let's
go."
"I
really shouldn't." the big sprite frowned dubiously.
"Matrix? Where are you? I need you to help me pick out the forks! Matrix!"
"Yes
I should." He groaned. He poked his
head around the corner. "I'm sure
whatever you pick'll be just perfect, Andri.
I'll catch up with you later."
"What?"
she scowled. "You're just gonna
complain about whatever I buy later, Sparky!
Where are you going?"
"Uh…
I gotta use the bathroom. I'll be back
in a nano." He turned and winked at
Enzo. "Nothing like the classics…"
"Well…
all right. But come straight back. And don't forget we're meeting Dot and Enzo in the furniture department later. Matrix?
Matrix?"
"I really hate shopping." Matrix sighed,
slipping into a booth opposite Enzo.
"Me
too." The boy agreed. "I dunno why Dot
has to drag me around with her – she's just gonna buy whatever she likes
anyway. Even if it's for me."
"Welcome
to the Baudway Café." The bored looking dedicated server sighed. "May I take your order?"
"Two
applet sundaes, I guess. OK, Kid?"
"Sure."
Enzo grinned. The server whirred
away. "Uh - you'll have to pay for
mine, Enzo. I haven't got any credits…"
"No
big file." Matrix chuckled. "I'm
drawing a salary from the city now – I can afford a little ice cream."
"So
how do you like being security chief an' everything?"
"It's
kinda cool, actually." The bearded sprite smiled. "I never realized it was such a big job – between protecting the
archives and the P.O. and the core energy and everything else… How Dot managed
to run all that and be the Command.com too is beyond me."
"Not
to mention running the diner."
"Not
to mention taking care of me. Er, you I
mean. Whatever. That's a full time job just by itself!"
"Thanks
a lot!" Enzo grumbled as the server plunked their sundaes on the table
wordlessly. "I don't think there's
anything Dot can't do."
"You
might be right, Kid." Matrix chuckled.
"Except take you on a shopping trip, looks like."
"Doesn't
look like AndrAIa's any better at that, does it?" the green-haired boy asked
pointedly.
"Don't
get me started, Enzo. I never saw this
side of her when we were out there in the games. Who knew? I just try to
stay out of her way as much as possible..."
"She
sure is awesome!" Enzo smiled moonily.
"I bet you were glad she was with you, huh?"
"Don't
think I'd have survived without her." The big sprite sighed.
Enzo
slurped his ice cream thoughtfully.
"How'd you do it, Enzo? I mean –
you were all by yourself! No Bob, no
Dot – I can't even imagine it. It
must've been really scary!"
"You
always manage to work the conversation around to that, don't you Sprout?"
"Don't
call me that! I can't help it – I wanna
know what it was like. You don't have
to tell me if you don't want to-"
"Enzo… there's not that much to tell. We just kind of - survived, I guess. It's
what people do, you know? I thought a
lot about Mainframe – y'know, all the stuff I missed and I wanted to see
again."
"But
how did you - you know… Keep going?
Didn't you ever just get sick of it and wanna give up?"
"Only
every five nanos or so." Matrix chuckled.
"But as long as I had Andri I was OK, I guess. She never let me give up.
And I knew I had a big sister waiting for me, and she thought I was
deleted. And Bob was out there, too – I
promised Dot I'd bring him home."
"And
you did." Enzo smiled.
"With
a lot of help, Enzo. I got lucky. But I
guess that's OK, too. I always was
pretty lucky. I always had Dot to take
care of me, and I had Bob for a best friend, and I had AndrAIa and Frisket with
me when I was lost. And when I came
home I had all of them."
"It
must've felt alphanumeric to come home.
I can't even imagine it! After
being gone all that time…"
"It
was pretty amazing." Matrix
grinned. "Of course, we still had a
little cleaning up to do, but that's OK too.
And you know what the coolest part was?
The bonus level?"
"What?"
"You, Pal!" the bearded sprite grinned.
"Me?!"
"Sure! Having Bob and Dot and Andri around was
awesome, but I never expected to have a kid brother. With no parents it always seemed pretty unlikely, huh? It was totally unexpected."
"I
thought you didn't like surprises?" the boy grinned mischievously.
"Well
– some are all right, I guess." Matrix chuckled.
"Um
– thanks! You're a pretty cool big
brother too."
"Why,
thank you Sir!"
"And
you were really happy about it right from the first nano – right?"
"Well..."
the big sprite laughed. "I admit it
took me a few cycles to get used to the idea.
But you wore me down. Wore me out, more like it…"
"Very
funny!" Enzo sighed. He slurped down
the last of his sundae. "Y'know, I get
scared, sometimes – thinkin' about you and AndrAIa, and what happened. About what I'd do if it happened to me, and
I didn't have Andri with me…"
"You'd
do fine. And it's not gonna happen
anyways."
"I
guess." The boy replied dubiously. "I
know you worry about me, though. Bob
an' Dot, too."
"Maybe
a little." Matrix smiled. "But that's
natural, don't you think?"
"Why
do you think he did it, Enzo? Made me a
cadet?"
The
bearded sprite squirmed in his chair for a nano. "I dunno, Kid. I guess he
thought you were ready, right?"
"It's
weird, though!" Enzo frowned. "I mean –
why now? Why do you think-"
"Look."
Matrix interrupted. "The bottom line
is, it was Bob and Dot's call.
Obviously they saw how much better you were doing in the games – how
much you were learning. They figured
you deserved to be a Guardian, so they made you a Guardian. Seems pretty plain DOS to me."
"Really?" A sheepish grin played at the corners of the
boy's mouth. "But – what about that
stuff you said before, about me bein' too young and all-"
"Hey
– I had my doubts! I was against it,
sure – but I guess you showed Bob so much improvement that he didn't have any
choice. And he was right, Enzo – you're
doin' great. I'm proud of you."
"Thanks!"
the youngster grinned. "Thanks. I… I
guess you're right – he just decided I was ready is all. So I'll just have to make sure I don't let
him down, right?"
"Right
first try." The big sprite nodded.
"Cool."
Enzo sighed happily. He swirled the
straw in his empty glass. "I bet Dot's
gonna start lookin' for me pretty soon…"
"Wouldn't
wanna be in your boots, Sprout. She's
gonna quit-file you big time…"
"Isn't
AndrAIa gonna be looking for you?"
"Don't
remind me." Matrix scowled.
"Furniture! That could take all
cycle!"
"Um… Matrix, you think you could loan me a couple
of credits? I'm a little short."
"I
know – but what does that have to do with money?"
"Well,
ha ha! Can I have a couple of credits?"
"What
for?" the bearded sprite frowned.
Enzo
fidgeted, kicking his feet under the table.
"No biggie – I just wanted to buy something, that's all. And Dot won't
give me any money unless I work for it.
Which I do, by the way! Only I never get paid."
"I
dunno – Dot probably wouldn't like it, Enzo.
I hate to go behind her back-"
"Please, Matrix? C'mon – you're my big brother!"
"You
little…" Matrix sighed. "All right,
Smart Guy. How much do you need?"
"Just
like, ten credits – that's all." Enzo smiled.
"Thanks a giga, Enzo – you're the coolest!"
"Ten? Why so much?"
"I
just wanna buy somethin'… Thanks a
giga!"
"No
big file." Matrix handed Enzo a credit bar.
"But don't tell Dot, OK?"
"I promise."
The boy grinned, standing. "See you in
a nano, Big Brother."
"What're
you going to buy?" Matrix frowned.
"Nothing
special. I'll see you later, OK?"
"Enzo! Meet us over by furniture, OK? Dot's gonna start getting worried pretty
soon."
"No
prob!" the boy shouted, darting out of the café. "Thanks Matrix – you're pixelacious!"
"Got to stop feeding him sugar..."