Author's Note: This is what I think Edward's experience might have been like, had we the chance to have a peek into his mind in those exact moments. Ofcourse, one can only imagine. Oh yeah, obviously, this will be one giant lemon. This first chapter is a preview. If you want more, please review and let me know what you think! Thanks! PS- this is my first fan fic ever... hope you like!
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these stories, character, or anything written by S/M. Enjoy...
A light mist fell heady in the air, landing softly on my skin, illuminating my senses, bringing me to a higher state of excitement. It was as if even the natural environment around us beckoned us with dewy kisses, aching to cling to our skin. And beautiful, precious Bella. My Bella. She stood motionless on the edge of the bank, frozen, expectant. I struggled with my mind and its non-ability to read her thoughts. Oh how desperately I longed to be able to read what was racing through her mind. Was she scared? Excited? Anxious? I was overwhelmed to finally be hers and for her to be mine, man and wife. If I truly had a soul, it was soaring to glorious heights, finally to have her bound in promise. Even in this moment I feared the pain I might cause her. I shuttered at the thought of hurting her. This was our time. And it was a long time coming. I shrugged off my worries and let the reality of my happiness resurface.
Bella was ethereal as she waited; I would engrave this image in my mind. An angel in repose, a halo of stars framed her long, mahogany curls that fell in sweeping waves down her shoulders, the mist casting a sweet irradescence. Her face, innocent and soft, the blush raising sweetly to the apples of her cheeks. Gazing up into the sky, the moon reflected in her wide, chocolate eyes. The same moon I had stared at for decades now filled that space with curiosity and wonder.
"Isn't the moon beautiful…" Bella breathed, almost a whisper. If only she could know the beauty of the moon held not a candle to the woman that stood before me.
I could hear her heart pound out a loud echo through the night, the same siren song that had me captivated from day one. The sound that pushed and pumped her luscious life stream through her delicate frame. As I have done on the edge of losing control many times before, I let her scent seductively waft through my mouth and nostrils, sending the trigger to my inner monster, awakening the dark-eyed pain. Wantonly my venom rose to my mouth, my throat burning as the venom burst, stinging as it dripped and swirled on my tongue. Breathing deeply, my eyes closed.
The water was warm around me, but suddenly I was aware of the empty space around me that called to be filled. I waded through the water towards her and smiled as I realized she was wrapped only in a towel. How endearing, after all this time, Bella was still self-aware, still shy. I paused in my spot to watch as she broke from her stillness, slightly shaking as she walked to the tree where my clothes hung and slowly dropped the velveteen sheath and placed it gingerly on a branch. Absolutely amazing! She was even more breathtaking than I had imagined, my alabaster Venus di Milo stepped toward the water, toward me. My breath became shallow as I took her in with my eyes: her lithe, frail frame; pale soft skin; round, supple breasts that rose and fell erratically as she edged closer and closer.
Stepping into the water, I rose to greet her. She eyed my bare torso, smiling slightly as she studied my shape unadorned and free, begging for her touch. Our breathing deepened as I reached for her waist to lift her into the sultry wetness. How could I have gone one hundred years without her? At this moment, all the waiting, the searching, living with only my thoughts and the thoughts of others was over, if only for these few hours. I was wracked with anticipation as we teetered on the brink of consummation.
"Bella, are you crying?"
"Um, no…" she smiled, turning her head away to hide the small tears that sparkled in the corners of her eyes. I leaned in to kiss them away. Salty and sweet, tears that held more than a thousand words could express. Bella lowered her face to hide.
"Stop Bella, look at me." I lifted her chin with my hand gently to meet her gaze with my own. "I love you, Isabella Marie Cullen."
Her mouth fell open into a soft smile as I leaned in again to brush my lips to hers in a gentle kiss. She relaxed and let her arms reach up and wrap around my shoulders. The warmth of her rushed a charge through my system, tingling like sparklers set aflame against the night sky. Our kiss melted and she reached up to entangle her fingers through my bronze waves, crushing her body into mine. Letting out a low growl, I grew intoxicated by the feel of her breasts pressing into my chest as she wrapped her legs around my waist. The heat radiating from between her thighs seared my skin. It was as if the water would boil, melting me like a glacier. I lead her slowly to the deeper part of the water.
"Mmmm," Bella gasped as her body gripped mine. She flinched as she recognized my hardness raging for her below. Once more the air around us throbbed with electricity. Once more, I felt almost human. My breath grew ragged as I studied her angelic face. There was no shyness now, no tears. Just the brown eyes I had fallen hard for. The only difference now was the flames rising behind them as she slid her hand down my chest lightly tracing my hip bones, trailing down to my obvious desire. She took her time, first small caresses, building to firm, hard strokes. My lips drew a firm line and my eyes tightened as I grew more swollen in her hands.
"Oh Bella, my Bella…" She owned me completely.
She looked up at me hungrily, experiencing a ping of pride at her handy work. Suddenly she took control, pushing me to the bank at the water's edge. I laid back, propped up on my elbows so I could watch Bella's next move. She crawled slowly on her knees to my side and bent to take me in her mouth, sliding my cold skin against her tongue. Like an ice cube dropped into lava, almost unbearable. I froze as tremors of immense pleasure shocked through me while I watched Bella take me into her delicate mouth, exploring each ridge and ripple of my frigid arousal, hard as stone. Both her hands enveloped me working tenderly as struggled to cover the length of me.
I had never thought of the issue of my size…Yet one more thing I had to worry about. I shook my head slightly as I tried to erase that out of my thoughts.
Bella paused, staring into my topaz eyes with such adoration and praise. She then gazed down at my vulnerability in her grasp.
"Edward, you are so beautiful…"
Once again she bent to resume pleasuring me. I felt I was literally on fire as her tongue and lips sent the bittersweet sensation of needle pricks through my skin as she tasted my stony member. Her thick, wild curls fell in a dark curtain all around me, teasing and tickling the long neglected landscape of my flesh. I glided along the razor's edge for what seemed an eternity, resisting two urges. One, the fleshly desire to let Bella overcome me and spill violently. Two, the monster driving the thirst that sent flames clawing down my throat that I had spent so much time burying, now raged too loudly to be ignored. I didn't want to hurt her, make her think she was doing something wrong, but I had to stop her. If only to regain composure, I was slipping out of control.
"BELLA," I growled audibly this time, balling both my hands into fists.
I pulled her up on top of me, showering her face, neck and body with ferocious kisses. She whimpered with pleasure. My muscles locked and tensed as I broke my trance to slide one hand to her breast grabbing the flesh, feeling the sensitive skin rise quickly, hardening to my touch. My free hand lifted her grinding pelvis off mine only enough to slip my finger into her welcoming heat.
Be gentle, I reminded myself. Her softness melted around my finger and hand, I felt I would turn to ash. She cried out as I found the tender spot and massaged her slowly, staring into the brown pools of her eyes. I rolled her onto her back and continued to worship her spot, feeling her body respond with sweet wetness. The venom rising in my mouth again as I took in her musky, sweet scent. I could feel my eyes darken. I pulled away sharply to compose myself, gritting my teeth to stifle an involuntary growl.
"Please, Edward! Don't stop! Not now!" Bella pleaded, her eyes glazed over, her body shivering from my absence.
Silently I rose to my feet, cradling her in my arms. I smirked at the thought of letting her walk in her dizzied state. I chuckled silently as a picture flashed of her stumbling, trying not to trip if I had allowed her to follow me on her own.
"Edward, what…" She looked up, questions emanated from the chocolate depths of her eyes.
I silenced her with my kiss as I carried her to our room. The room that held our marriage bed was filled with the glow of candlelight. The tender notes of Claire De Lune chimed softly. Our skin shimmered with beads of moisture like tiny jewels in the light. Slowly I laid Bella on the silken sheets. I stopped to stare in awe. As she lay there, I took great pleasure to see her tremble with excitement. The water evaporated off her skin, carrying her scent into the air. I memorized all her delicate curves, her soft lines. No longer a mystery. I reveled in the pure and singular fact she belonged to me.
"What the hell are you waiting for?" She cried, lightly giggling, breaking me from my reverie.
"Just what are you laughing at Mrs. Cullen?" I asked, smiling my crooked smile. She looked pleased that I had called her by her new, proper name.
"I can't stop myself, you just look…this is all…SO much more, BETTER than I could have ever imagined!"
"Oh you think so?" I smirked, ghosting onto the bed, hovering slightly above her. I made sure to dazzle her ever so slightly as I felt the warm gold of my topaz eyes return.
She smiled brightly, her skin rose with goose bumps once more. Not to mention what that did to her pink petal nipples, delicious…
"I haven't even started with you yet." I warned her as I settled on the edge of the bed. I raised my eyebrow shooting her a devilish grin, allowing my boyish charm to flow freely.
I traced her skin, grinning as I watched little dots of goose bumps pop up in rows on the canvas of her creamy flesh. I expected her to recoil, but she lay very still, watching me with curious, hungry eyes. My hands gently parted her legs, fully exposing her secret place. So much beauty, so pink, glistening and welcoming. I bent to kiss a trail up her legs, until I reached my destination.
This was home, my repentance, my confessional.
The sound of a galloping stallion crashed loudly against my ear. I realized it was her heart racing faster in response to my touch. As I traced her tender folds with my lips and tongue, Bella arched her back, squealing in response. I teased and licked until she reached down grabbing my copper curls in her tiny hands, locking her legs tightly around my shoulders and neck. It felt so good to feel her control me. I savored the moment, as she was so quick to dominate my movements. It seemed surprisingly natural to her.
"Harder," she commanded, crushing my mouth to her.
I obliged lashing her wetness with my tongue, drinking her in. I held my breath. If I tasted too much, this could all go so wrong.
"I...I...think I am about to... oooh, uh, uh..." Bella rasped, struggling for air, lost in a flurry of new sensations.
I let out a throaty roar, letting the vibrations rip into her nervous system. Bella shuttered, screaming and bucking wildly.
I braced, keeping myself in stoic reserve as she quaked, dripping with virginal nectar. I truly had no idea how empowering it was to give her that kind of pleasure. I wasn't even sure if I could execute such acts without dire consequence. Pulling back, I smiled at Bella triumphantly.
"Edward! That was…AMAZING" she gushed, gasping for air. She was flushed and glowing, practically scarlet from the rush. Even disheveled from our love making, she was exquisite.
There was another item on my agenda too big to ignore.
"Bella, I need you." I looked up at her in searching urgency.
She grinned widely as I slid on the bed beside her.
"What can I do? How do I?" Bella fumbled for words.
"Don't worry Bella, just relax." I reassured her stroking her cheek.
The energy recharged between us as we kissed, twisting our bodies against each other.
Bella rained down kisses, licking down my chest, finding my nipples. Little did she know this was a trigger for my arousal. My eyes rolled back, my hardness rubbing hard against her soft belly. I was intoxicated by the warmth of her, aroused by how easily she fit into my stone shape. I wouldn't be able to hold back much longer.
Bella instinctually parted her legs. I could hear her teeth chatter, her lips quiver in anticipation.
"Are you okay?" I knew in this moment I had to make sure everything was right, I still owed her protection, even from me.
"Yes, Edward, more than ever!" She reassured me, pulling me as forcefully as she could, crushing my body to hers.
At that, I slid between her legs. She practically jumped at the cold shock that invaded her for the first time.
"Ohhh!" She moaned, biting her lip, gazing up at me in complete surrender.
My fragile Bella, I want more than anything to make love to you... A tinge of sadness sullied my desire.
My thoughts darted in a thousand jagged directions. The warnings blared in my head, flashing for me to stop. But I wanted this, she wanted this. I just had to be so careful. She was so breakable, one moment of carelessness and she would shatter.
I closed my eyes taking in all my senses. Her smell, the fire sweltering around me, the taste of the venom mingling with her flavor, the feel of her fragile body in my iron grasp. That thought reminded me to loosen my grip, so I moved my hands to leverage on the mattress. After I broke through initially, the drive became too strong to hold back and all bets were off. From that moment I was at war with my desires, outlined by the constant reminder to be to gentle. Digging my hands into the bed sheets, every muscle and tendon in my frame stung with unbearable sensation. Pleasure and pain. Taking slow and easy strides, I broke from concentration to kiss Bella's full, crimson lips. Her eyes flickered wildly as my kisses brushed down to the gorgeous hollow of her neck.
"Edward, uh, uh, mmmmm…" she cried out, as she had so many times in her sleep. Yet, this time was different. A tonal difference I had longed to hear.
I grew confident, forgetting the boundaries I had set for her safety. I pulled us up into a sitting position. Bella threw her arms around my shoulders and wrapped her legs around me, lowering herself on me. This was good, she could control the pace.
Our eyes locked as I was suddenly aware of the absolute truth, I was undeniably hers, completely helpless in the burning warmth of her deep embrace. A determination burned in her eyes I had never seen before as she sank softly around me, over and over again. Plunging and smashing her frame into mine, her sweet breath bathing my face. I let a hand wander to the velvet skin of her breast. My other hand glided up to brace behind her neck. Suddenly she quaked, an urgency washing over her face.
"Edward! Now! It's happening again, NOW", she screamed as she mashed and slipped easily over my rocky physique. I stared in awe as I witnessed the static sensations shoot through her like a thousand beams of radiant light. Her head fell back as she bit into her lip, this time not out of discomfort, but in complete resign to the joy that rushed through her. Incredible, I had never been quite able to truly conjure what the reality of that single image would look like. I froze those seconds like photographic stills in my mind.
She fell back, pulling me down with her. I could have stopped, if only to shield her from what possible monstrosity that lay ahead if I were to continue…If I were to finish…
Just then she placed her blazing hands to my face and sunk me into her kiss. So sweet the flavor of her, I couldn't break from it. The magnetic force raged between us, ringing violently in my ears. Against my better judgment I melded into her flesh, moving less fluidly than before. My mind scattered, flashing with a thousand vivid memories. Her voice, her smell, her skin, her face when she blushed… I lost control… A flood of darkness washed over me, overtaking my will power. The room shook as I ravaged and tore through Bella. The moaning and screaming blended together and blurred. Her juices flowed like an ocean spilling down the sheets to her knees. Tears streaming as she rode wave after wave of orgasmic bliss. Venom was now spurting painfully from my razor sharp jaws; I knew I was on the brink of frenzy. With a swift move, I sank my teeth into the nearest pillow, ripping and tearing to sate my desire for Bella's blood. I thrust deeper and harder a few more times bracing for climax, my body a steel cage around her petite shape. Clenching down on the pillow, my teeth ripped into the fabric, tearing it to shreds.
Then it hit me.
A lightning current tore through my body, shooting me into euphoria. I was weightless, falling helplessly through a range of shimmering, electric vibrations. Like being flung into space, I could only see a blanket of diamond-like stars and the face of my beloved Bella. I was astonished to feel my release fill her virgin womb. Our fluids fused together, bonding us forever. A tie stronger than any vow. Complete.
If I had aheart it would be full...
The steel trap of my jaw snapped free and I lay back holding Bella in my arms.
"I love you Edward." Bella sobbed quiet tears of joy. She clung to me tight, trembling.
"As I love you now and for eternity my sweet Bella," I whispered as she drifted off to sleep. I watched the flicker of the candles dance in shadows on the wall as tiny down feathers fell like snow…
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Author: MyMidnightWhispers
Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-11-08 - Updated: 12-11-08
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