A/N: I found this in my locker...and decided to share it with everyone. Kinda interesting, I guess.
Pain is all I've ever known
The feelings of uselessness, never being good enough, misery
Betrayal
The tragedy of all that's left of yesterday
Don't try to take the pain away
I fear the numbness
I don't know how else to feel
I don't understand how to go on without this suffering
You try, you always tried, and you'll keep on trying until the end
To save me from the shackles of yesterday's sacrifice
To save me from myself
Why can't you understand that I don't want to be saved?
I don't need your sympathy
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing but the memories that haunt me
All I've ever known is a web of lies
There's nothing left to gain from living
I don't need you
I've given up...
Part of me wants to return to your open arms
I know you still think of me
If I could only stand back up again, I could go home to you
Half of me desires happiness, a normal life
I don't understand it
I don't understand myself
Stop trying to bring me back
Can't you see?
It's already over
I've shattered into 1000 pieces
I'm broken
And you're too late