This is a piece of fanfiction based on Dr. Who. This is my contribution to the Dead Letters Home project although I know the project is officially over I still couldn't resist writing this. I do not own the characters or universe for either, nor do I make money off of them. I do play with both a quite a bit through.
Underneath It All
So it's happened finally, and I know you never wanted it to end this way, but it did. Don't cry Doctor I couldn't bare the thought of you crying over me. Besides being dead isn't really all that bad any way, at least not yet, at least not from where I'm standing. So this is the end, and this is goodbye that thing we never wanted to think about when we were together, and despite everything I don't have any regrets. If I were to do it again knowing how it would all turn out, knowing what I know now, I would have still gone with you, without a second thought. You changed my life Doctor and I hope I made an impression on yours. So goodbye Doctor and good luck, and maybe just maybe I'll see you again.
Because I've been thinking and I remember when you told me about the change and how you become different so completely different and yet still you, and maybe that's what will happen to me too. Maybe one day you'll pick up another girl and it'll be me. I'll know you even if you're different then. Wearing different clothes, looking different, acting different, liking different things, yet with that deep, undeniable sweetness that's always there, always you, no matter how you change. Maybe you wont know me then, I'll look different, wear different clothes, and have a different past, a different life. But when I see the stars up close for the first time and my eyes fill with complete, awestruck, wonder, you'll know. When you ask me to come with you and I look at you with a smile that lights me up from inside, you'll know deep down. You'll know it's me.
So I won't say goodbye Doctor or sign it with my name.
You know who I am, and one day Doctor you'll find me again, I know you will.