((Song Fics Seem fun, this is my second ever... the song, "In my time of need" by Opeth Johnny, Devi Etc. Belong to the almighty Jhonen...fear him))

Johnny Sat at his desk, thinking of how fucked up his life has become, "Why... how did I let this happen to me... why do I fuck everything up..." he looked at nail bunny.

Nail bunny sighed.

~~I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading

I try to forget you as you forgot me

This time there is nothing left for you to take, this

is goodbye~~

Nny threw a pen at the wall, "Worse of all I lost Devi, the only sane person I ever found..." he picked up his pen and began to write: Dear Devi, Not that you would care....

Nail bunny replied, "what are you doing Johnny?"

Nny continued writing.

~~Summer is miles and miles away

And no one would ask me to stay~~

... Devi.. Since you seem like you'd rather vomit than see me again, I'll let you forget me, I'll try to forget you... if that's what you want... Nny growled a bit, he didn't know what to write.

~~And I should contemplate this change

To ease the pain

And I should step out of the rain

turn away~~

Nny torn up the paper, "There's no use... she'll never listen to me... I need to accept that"

~~Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the

stages

Of the rapture born within this loss

Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core

of my soul~~

"But I can't....and I can't live with out her..."

Nail bunny replied, "nny... don't do anything stupid"

"And she can't live WITH me... I could make it easier for us both..."

"Johnny... there is still some hope"

".... I fear there is not"

~~At times the dark's fading slowly

But it never sustains~~

Johnny sighed, "Even if I DIDN'T kill my self now I would want to again..."

"You can get help"

~~Would someone watch over me

In my time of need~~

Nny picked up a knife, "...no one wants me not Devi.... I mean, FUCK God wont even look at me... he's too busy sleeping!"

Nail bunny sighed, "Johnny...don't"

Nny threw the knife down, "....your right... I don't even BELONG in HELL! Fuck... I'm gonna kill a prostitute..." he walked outside.

((Heh... I was *THIS* close to killing him... aw well))