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Snow

1. Missing you

Will's POV

Tomorrow it is. Tomorrow I shall marry Ms. Elisabeth. One year ago I confessed my feelings towards her and one year ago I realized those feelings weren't what I hoped they were. It pains me to think so but I do not love Ms. Elisabeth. Yes she is beautiful and smart woman but for some reason I do not love her. I do like her as a friend but nothing more.

Also one year ago my best friend disappeared. I tried to look for her but it seemed like she vanished into thin air. Her name was Melody. She worked with me in the blacksmith for over four years and she helped me with practically everything, including Ms. Elisabeth. I had a huge crush on her and Melody helped me. And then she disappeared. And no one has seen her ever since.

After Melody disappeared I spend days just looking for her. But after a while I had to accept that she isn't coming back.

Many people had heard my confession to Ms. Elisabeth so many expected me to court and propose to her and that I did. And now I can't feel anything else except regret.

I also keep hearing this strange young girl's voice in my dreams pleading me not to give up. The voice was from the shipwreck many years ago when I met Ms. Elisabeth. But the voice does not belong to her. I keep wondering and wondering who she is but I cannot remember. All I can see is a blurry picture of a beautiful pale blond haired young girl with blue eyes.

Somehow I think I feel like I should find this girl since she did safe my life from drowning. But how could I find a girl who I met about ten years ago and I didn't see her face properly and now I'm about to be married to another.

I don't know why but always when I think about the girl I think of Melody. Is it because they are both unreachable?

I miss Melody the most in my life. She always had smart comeback to me and she always had an answer to my questions.

I haven't really seen Ms. Elisabeth either. I tried to delay my proposal as much I could but eventually I had to propose to her. And the whole time I prayed that she would refuse but no such luck. She almost started crying and happily agreed.

It's been over a month now and I've seen her two or three times at most. Most people think it's just wedding nerves or that I'm really traditional and don't want to see my bride before the wedding. But unfortunately they're both wrong. I can't face Ms. Elisabeth. I have led her to believe that I love her when I truly do not.

Whenever I see her she starts going on and on about the wedding and our life together after that and every time she does that I start feeling sick. And I mean sick. It's not just saying I really do feel like I would throw up right there. Fortunately I haven't. I always come up some excuse to leave her presence.

But how can I marry her if her presence makes me feel like that? Don't get me wrong I like Ms. Elisabeth but the thought of her as my wife just feels so wrong. I wish Melody was here she would know what to do.

''You wanted her to be yours for ten years. Now that you have her why are you complaining? I tried my best to be there for you but in the end it wasn't enough. You brought this on yourself, learn to live with it.''

Why do I hear Melody's voice in my head all of a sudden? And why does it make my heart break to hear those words from her. I can't help but to think and miss her every day and night.

Where is she?

Is she safe?

Is she happy?

Those questions keep going on and on in my head. What is wrong with me? Why can't I just love Ms. Elisabeth like I have for over ten years? Why do I suddenly feel bad about marrying her?

Please Melody, come back. I need you now more than ever.