Shai: Okay, I just watched the first episode of Death Note, and I've read some of the manga...So I don't know EXACTLY what it's about, 'cuz I haven't read the whole thing, but...I really like this song...So..it's a little song-fic thingy...Yeah...
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DECIDE
Doesn't it make you nervous, at least you could have tried
And if it doesn't disturb us, couldn't we just sit by
And make a pact to ignore it, all of our secret needs
Becoming connected further, giving a life to feed on
Light sat in the corner of his bedroom, and silently cried to himself. L...I'm sorry...Sorry that I've lied to you...L still hadn't figured out that Light was Kira...And the more Light lied to L, the more horrible he felt about it. Recently, Light had discovered small feelings for L. But he denied they were anything more than 'just friends'.
You let them decide, the course of my life
And you just stood by, you threw me aside
L had the strangest feeling...Like...Someone was betraying him...Someone close...Light...Could it be him? Light was L's only friend, but he wanted to become closer to Light. He just didn't know how to say it...And with the search for Kira, it's making it even harder, since Light's a suspect and all...
Isn't it overwhelming, living a lie inside
Causing so many problems, hoping to just get by
When will it all be over, what would I have you say
But you won't have to trouble yourself for me that way
Tears still fell down his cheeks. W-why am I feeling like this...? L...What is this? And...Why youLight rocked himself back and forth. "I can't lie to him anymore...I...I care about him too much...
You let them decide, the course of my life
And you just stood by, you threw me aside
Light...Are you really lying to me? L sighed. "Maybe I should give him a call..." He grabbed his cell phone, and started to dial Light's number, then paused before he pushed 'call'. What...What should I say?
Didn't mean to complicate tomorrow
Didn't mean to make you feel that way
Didn't come to irritate your morals
After calming down a bit, Light's phone started to ring. Picking it up, Light gasped. It's L... He answered with a quiet "Hello?"
L closed his eyes, and smiled. "Light...I...Need to talk to you..."
Light sighed, "...I know...There's something I need to say, also..." He swallowed hard. "I'm...Sorry for lying to you...I...am the real Kira..."
Silence...
You let them decide, the course of my life
We shared the goodbye, and you threw me aside
You'll never make that choice again, no not again
Will you affect my life again
Oh my god... L gasped "I knew it..." He said, quietly. "Light...I'm...Sorry...But...There's something else I need to say..." Light...I love you, but... "Nevermind...The case is closed...I suppose this is goodbye, Light Yagami..." L hung up the phone, with tears streaking his face.
You let them decide, the course of my life
We shared the goodbye, and you threw me aside
You'll never make that choice again, no not again
Will you affect my life again
Light dropped his phone, and let himself cry. L...I...I love you... "I wish I was able to tell you..."
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