Note: Ok people ya know I got to get this out of the way so...my co-owner XOmarX and I do not own kingdom hearts (But if we did…damn those smexy ass boys would be handcuffed to our bed screaming our name's in…*cough cough*..Anyway….) Lol

Am I Insane?

Chapter 1

Roxas stared at his father's prone body…blood...there was so much blood...Tears ran down his face as he knelt down his heart felt like it was being ripped out his chest. "Cloud…Cloud!" he cried out as he reached for his father...and then he noticed it...blood coated his hands. "No..." he whispered to himself when he heard it... the psychotic laugh... "I told you my beloved Roxas-s-s I told you I would be free" the voice hissed. Roxas gasped in pain as the voice echoed. "Ox...why...? …why cloud?" His voice no more than a horse whispers as he felt into the blackness. The last thing he heard was, "for you Roxas-s-s...for you…"

Roxas groaned as he felt hand gently shake his shoulder "Are you Roxas Strife?" A soft voice asked almost reluctantly. Roxas and opened his eyes to see a violet eye staring at him the other was covered by silver jagged bangs. Roxas nodded and slowly edged out the small cab. Stretching his back like a cat as he did so "I am Zexion, I will be one of your doctors for the time you stay here at Radiant Gardens," he mumbled as he grabbed one of Roxas's suitcases "you will be staying in room 3c" Roxas nodded and followed the slightly smaller man into the vine covered building. Well doesn't this scream welcome home… he thought sarcastically to himself.

Yes-s-s the white walls-s-s just s-s-shout out warmth and comfort the voice hissed in Roxas's head "No Ox…please...please leave me alone" He whimpered to himself holding his head trying to ignore the seething pain. Why Roxas-s-s…Don't you get it?..I can't leave you alone because...I am you Ox replied. Roxas could practically hear the smirk in his voice. "Nooo!..You can't be me…You can't be real!" Roxas screamed as he collapsed, the pain lulling him into the blackness. But I am Roxas…How long will you deny me? Roxas felt his body going under "Forever…." He whispered before he was surrounded by darkness….peacefulness…

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Axel looked over as his door was flung open "Axel get your ass over here now!" Riku growled his silver eyes flashing dangerously.

Axel slowly smiled at him. "Why Riku don't you know it's not nice to burst in without permission?" Axel teased standing up his body posture relaxed as Riku threw himself at him punching him in the jaw. Axel laughed and spit out a bit of blood. "Now Riku what did I do now?" Axel asked his voice dripping with fake innocence. Riku punched him again this time in the stomach. Axel doubled over and moaned in pleasure as the pain ripped threw him.

"You know damn well what you did to Sora Axel!" Riku spat, venom coating his every word as he grabbed Axels head and slammed his knee into Axel's nose. Blood was now gushing down his shirt and Axel felt his pants start to tighten.

"Well I don't. If you wont, tell me Riku...?" Axel said in a childishly sweet voice which pissed Riku off further.

Riku's eyes narrowed. "Does 'Sora like's it up the ass by Riku' sound familiar?" Riku asked as he brought up his leg and kicked Axel in the side of the head.

"No I can't say it does." Axel said scratching his chin and wiggling slightly to relive the ache in his pants. Axel laughed as he saw the fury in Riku's eyes.

"Oh really, because it was burned into the grass and it was signed 'Love, your other lover Axel.' " Riku said as he reached his breaking point and tackled Axel straddling his legs and punched him repeatedly in the face. He stopped when he felt it. "You sick prick…your...you're enjoying this!" Riku spat and Axel grinned wickedly as Riku threw himself off and ran out the door, Axel's maddening laugh following him.

Axel threw himself on the bed and sighed perfectly content with the pain in his body he licked the blood off his lip and closed his eyes and quickly fell asleep.

Alyse:

The end for chapter one thax for reading ^ ^

And sorry if there's any miss-spellings 0_0 hahaha blame XOmarX!

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I'm the editor here so I apologize if I do forget to fix HER mistakes ^w^

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