Just so ya'll know, the war is between the Volturri and a few covens a vampires with huge newborn armies (they're trying to over through the Volturri. The Volturri are out numbered so they begin recruiting (drafting) vampires to help fight with them. Jasper, Carlisle, Edward and Emmett have all joined. The war lasts for a year and the Volturri reign supreme. The Cullen boys all return home, except for Jasper, who was killed by Maria, he will never return.
DISCLAMER: i do not own Twilight or any of it's characters or Carrie Underwood's song Just a Dream.
oh, and there is a little bit of Alice really mad at God, but i love God so don't get the wrong ideas about me from what is written!!
It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
"Your back!" Alice cried as she ran up to hug her brothers and father, "But where's Jasper?"
"Alice, um, he's not coming back." Edward said as he hung his head. Her whole world collapsed. Jasper, gone, forever. Her savior, her sanity, lost, gone, never to come back. Why did this have to happen to her? Why couldn't God be merciful and let her keep something she loved for once in her life?
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
Why didn't she look into his future? She could have prevented this! He could still be with her! This was all of her fault! All her stupid, stupid fault!
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand
She couldn't take it, she couldn't live without him. He was her everything! He was her world, her sanity, her safe harbor. And he was gone. Nobody knew her like Jasper knew her. Nobody loved her like Jasper did. What reason did she have to live if she wasn't living with him?
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to meThis is just a dream
This is just a dream, it's not really happening. She'll wake up and find herself in his arms, him sensing her pain and comforting her. It's all fake, none of it ever happened. There was no war, no blood no, no pain. Everything was how it was suppose to be. Just her and her Jasper.
The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
God! He never cared about me he ruins everything in my life! He gave me Jasper and 50 years later decides to take him away! There is no God, no God at all! There is no heaven! The world is a cruel place of suffering and pain, and we will never be able to go to a place of peace and tranquility!
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guards rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart
She was going to be with him. And that meant she had to die. Nobody would help her, she knew that much. She'd just have to provoke the Volturri. That would get her killed. And then she could be with Jasper forever, like it was meant to be.
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
She held her breathe as she ran towards Aro and attacked him. Felix and Jane pulled her off of him and held her back. She was snarling and growling while her family stood there in shock, and she was about to get what she wanted. Her death.
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
She felt the searing pain and heard the high metal screech as they tore her apart, piece by piece.
Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
Suddenly, all the pain was gone. She was dead. She was going to be with Jasper. As she went up tp heaven she thought about what he would think about her suicide. Would he be angry? Would he even speak to her?
"Alice?" an angelic voice called.
Alice whipped around, even though she knew who it was, and yelled "Jasper!"
She ran toward him and kissed him hard on the lips. She knew this was heaven, she knew it existed, because she was with Jasper. Eternal happiness, just what heaven is suppose to be.
Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah
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