Prologue:
My birth was never supposed to happen….. My birth was a big mistake….. Only because I came out with light brown hair while the rest have black hair.
I wasn't supposed to be born…. I wasn't supposed to exist and that I should disappear….. It's what I am told over and over again as I apologize for being born even though I couldn't help it that I was. I have light brown hair that goes down to a few inches past my ears and sea blue eyes that for some unknown reason turn to pale blue when I am depressed. I often wear a navy blue pull over hoodie, slightly baggy jeans and black runners.
Everyone continues to tell me about how my birth was a curse and because I was born the evil ruler Beyond Birthday took command of the kingdom throwing it into an evil rule.
The ruler has yet to lust or even have a crush over someone.
But that doesn't matter to me as I just live through my depressing life.
Its just becoming too much…. I head into the woods and find a big and old tree to carry my prayers to God's ears hopefully.
I fall to my knees in front of it and I stare up at it pleadingly at it. "Being alone…. It makes me so sad…. I don't ask much…For I'm not evil and I try to live…..All by myself in today's world….. So please….. Would you grant me someone I can call my friend? Please can you make a friend for me?" I ask and I lower my head in sadness. "Please…" I sit there for half a minute silent then I stand letting my eyes fall into darkness from my bangs to hide my sadness. I turn and head back to town hoping that I will have a friend soon.
Would God answer to someone like me?
That night I had a weird dream…..I was running….. Where I did not know other than through a forest… I was trying to get as far as I could from something….. Something I didn't want to face… It all just makes me wake up in a slight cold sweat unable to go back to sleep.
The next day, well the day after my first time to the three, I head out to the tree and that's when my life changed.