Ahsoka Tano's POV
~Preface~ Not many of us believe in true love... I never was one of those people but then I met a boy named Lux Bonteri. He was nice and okay but after our meeting with Death Watch he's been acting like an asshole. Not because they showed up but because my master,
I stormed away from Lux with R2-D2 following closely behind. I was beaten, treated like a slave, I was cold and hungry.
"Ahsoka!" Lux called out, catching his breath.
I turned around, frowning. My eyes must've been scorching with hate because Lux recoiled. "What do you want?" I said angrily, my teeth clenched.
He held up his hands as if he were showing me he was unarmed.
I stared at him in disapproval. I told R2 to get the ship ready but he came back beeping sadly.
"The ship's not working?" I stuttered, the cold air blew against my face like razor sharp knives. "Great!"
"Ahsoka let me help you." Lux insisted.
I have him a warning glare, growling silently. "You've done enough!" I growled, I started going up the ramp and into the ship.
'Ahsoka, where are you?' Anakin's figure appeared from the holoprojecter. 'Are you all right?'
I looked at Lux quickly before nodding at my master. "I'm all right, Master..." I trailed off. I got up and went to another room to talk to him alone.
'Snips, what happened?' he demanded, frowning.
I hope he couldn't see my moist filled eyes or injuries. "I'll explain everything later, Master. Can you...?" I bit my lip once my voice started to crack. "Can you pick us up...? The ship broke down." I was happy to see his beautiful face again.
'Of course, Snips.' he gave me a weary smile before winking at me.
I chuckled, knowing he was trying to make me feel better even though he didn't know what happened. "I'll see you then, Master." I smiled.
Anakin nodded before his figure vanished.
"Artooie?" I whispered.
R2 strolled past me, beeping a reassuring chirp. I smiled and sat on one of the seats, trying to get some rest.
I had no idea how long I slept but I awoke with a massive headache. I groaned and found out I was still stuck on the icy planet.
"Lux?" I called out his name repeatedly before I saw him... Outside. "Lux... R2 can you...?" I automatically patted my belts to find out my lightsabers were missing. "R2 take a look around and see if you can find where Lux hid them. I'm going to have a little chat with Mr. Bonteri."
R2 beeped in agreement before he began to look around.
"Lux, what have you done with my lightsabers?" I said, crossing my arms above my chest.
Suddenly, more Death Watch warriors appeared out of nowhere.
"You've got to be kidding me!" I grumbled.
The next thing I knew I was tied up in an underground laboratory. Mostly the entire lab was made of glass but the doors were made out of metal and the walls were a bright white... That actually almost blinded me.
"What do you want from me?"
"Many things, my dear." Pre Vizsla announced, stroking my cheek.
I looked away from him, flinching when he touched me. "Don't you dare touch me!" I snapped, trying to break free from the Force binders.
He laughed and motioned someone to turn on a switch so that I could be electrocuted.
I didn't know if I was dead or if I was just zoned out but I saw so many memories in my head... Good ones... Beautiful memories.
Comparisons are easily done.
Once you had a taste of perfection.
Like an apple hanging from a tree.
I pick the ripest one.
I still got the seed.
Happy moments of Anakin and I flashed before my eyes. The one that stood out was the first time he took me to a carnival in Naboo.
You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know.That day the Council forbid us to sneaking out. So, Anakin suggested forgetting it once he walked me to my room.
He leaned against the doorway, smirking. I blushed slightly until he left... He left me thinking about that day.
My eyes dropped to the floor.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you.
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you.
What would you do if you were
the one who was spending the night?
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes.
When Lux kissed me and did other things like hugging or something I always wished it were Anakin. Yeah, I love him... But I'm afraid he won't feel the same for me.
One night, I spent two months without him; I stayed up, screaming and sobbing his name out.
Master Kenobi comforted me and we contacted Anakin that same night. I told him it was nothing... Just dreams. Obi-Wan, who stayed there the entire twenty minute conversation, eyed me with an arched eyebrow.
Anakin smiled at me before he fizzled out.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter.
He embraced me, rubbing my shoulders when we were in our decent tent that could fit four people. He kept me warm the entire night and he even gave me his jacket during the middle of the night.
Like a hard candy
with a surprise center.
He gave me a sweet smile as he handed me a caramel apple when we went to the carnival.
I smiled back, my face and headtails felt like they were lit on fire.
How do I get better
once I've had the best?
You said, 'There's tons of fish in the waters.'
So, the waters I will test.
He told me I should spend time with other friends I had. During that time I haven't spent time with no one else besides him.
I decided to spend a little time with Lux because Barriss and Riyo Chuchi were too busy.
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth.
Oh,
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself.
Again, when Lux kissed me I wanted it to be Anakin Skywalker... Not Lux Bonteri.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you.
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you.
What would you do if you were
the one who was spending the night?
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your -
I remember I was sitting on the bed, staring at a picture of Anakin and I. He gave it to me for Christmas as a gift... That wasn't it, though; he gave me a necklace too.
You're the best
and yes I do regret.
How I could let myself
let you go.
Oh, now... Now the lessons learned.
I touched him
I was burned.
Oh, I think you should know.
Christmas wasn't actually a happy day that year. Before he gave me my gifts he got injured when he was coming back home. Some drunk driver crashed with his starfighter.
When he was still in the hospital (Just in case) he gave me my gifts.
His haggard face forced a smile upon his face. It hurt him if he grinned or laughed out loud.
I thanked him, embraced him carefully, before giving him his gift.
Rex and Obi-Wan had to carry it in.
His eyes widen.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you.
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you.
What would you do if you were
the one who was spending the night?
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your -
Your eyes. Looking into your eyes. Looking into your eyes.
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door
and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes.
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay. Stay.
He hugged me, laughing.
It took me all the credits I had to get him the newest released Xbox... Yep, all of my credits. He still uses it today.