I Will Always be Alone
By Crystal
*Screw the disclaimers ^^;;*
Ever notice how nobody sees me?
Of course not,
Because you never notice me either.
No one does,
I'm just a shadow...
Everyone's bloody shadow.
I'm always alone,
I will always be alone.
No one understands me,
In a family of six siblings,
Being the youngest,
Never being loved.
Bloody hell, no one bothers about me.
I love them, of course,
But never have I been loved back the fullest.
Whenever I do something right,
They congratulate me.
Whenever Bill, Charlie, Percy,
Fred, George or Ron does something,
Good, that is.
Mother is so proud tears is coming out.
They're never proud of me.
I try so hard and even skipped grades,
But do they ever notice? No.
Everyone thinks I'm a happy girl,
But the truth is,
I'm exactly the opposite.
I'm a depressed woman that wants to be seen as one.
I don't want to be seen as a one year old,
But that will never happen.
Everyone will never realize I grew,
I'm always stuck to the eleven year old.
Since I opened the Chamber of Secrets,
They've been overprotective.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
But is there anything I do about it?
Or actually anything I can do about it?
No.
No one sees the real me,
Everyone see's happy, happy Ginny.
Fuck that, cause that's not true.
Heck, they don't even see me.
I'm an invisible girl that listens,
Sits at the back row, never talks.
My insides are slowly dying,
But they never notice, do they?
Of course, I'm happy innocent Ginny,
Nothing can be wrong with me.
I'm always happy and I don't need any help.
That's what they all think.
In the end, I'm alone...
I will forever be...
I will always be alone.
Author's Notes: Another depressing poetry I wrong. Damn myself. I write such darn depressing ones I feel my heart die, okay, maybe not. But I hope you enjoy it. Because that's how I feel a lot of times. Nobody ever understands me and nobody bothers.