Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Fast and the furious characters or the song
Note: I found this on my laptop, I don't even remember writing it,.. English isn't my main language so I'm sorry if my grammar and spelling sucks, and the song is linked on my profil.
Enjoy
She landed on the bed with a boink. The rented room was small, but it was enough for her, she was just staying the night. She had convinced herself that this was something she needed to do; she needed to find herself again. The sun was on it's way up she usually like the sunrise, but this one was different. She closed her eyes and it all came back to her. The past 12 hours.
# The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity,
peace, serenity #
she
placed her bag next to the door and took a look around, it laid in a
deep slumber. The white wooden house had been her home for many
years, but neither the old house nor the people in it could help her
with this
#I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry #
She opened the door to the only room in the basement, Leon and Jesse's room. She quietly walked over to the two beds.
"Goodbye you two" she whispered and kissed them on the forehead.
#The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I
forseek the dark ahead if I stay#
She was
glad that he was a heavy sleeper, she took the cover that he had
kicked off and covered him with
" goodbye V, take care of Dom
for me, and try not to be a prick, okey" she smiled, kissed him
on the cheek and left.
#I
hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry #
Mia's
usually light room seemed much darker now and it was not because it
was 4 in the morning. She took one of the stuffed animals and placed
it on its place in the foot of the bed with the others. She smiled at
Mia's collection of the animals. There was more stuffed toys than
in a toy store. She looked at Mia; how was sleeping peacefully. She
could feel her eyes watering.
"Take care of guys, Mia, Don't
let them push you around...bye"
She tried to get rid of the memories, but every time she closed her eyes they were there it was like they were invading her head. She buried her head deep in the pillow. She felt tears burning in her eyes, but she wasn't going to let them fall.
# Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds#
There was one more left, it was going to be hard then she thought. She opened the door to their bedroom when he was sleeping like a baby. She walked up next to the bed. She looked down on his beautiful face.
"I'm
sorry Dominic, but please just be patience" she whispered, she
slowly slided the golden ring of her finger and placed it on the nigh
table next to the bed. She bent down and lightly kissed his soft
lips. She bit her bottom lip not to cry.
" I love you"
# But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Yeah #
she packed her stuff and left the motel room, the quicker she could find what she was looking for the quicker she could figure out what do next. She closed her eyes for two seconds and the tears found their way down her cheeks.
# I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry #
She placed the envelops on the table, one by one.
Jesse...little
brother.
Leon...best friend
Vincent...big brother
Mia...Sister
Dominic...lover...boyfriend...fiancé
her family.
#
La da da da da da #
