PRESENT TIME
I am sitting here in bed with my husband Narvel sleeping next to me. I can't sleep, have too much on my mind. There's a new petition going on around the internet, asking for me to perform with Ronnie Dunn and Kix Brooks.
I know it won't be happening anytime soon, if ever at all. The fans really want it to happen, as a matter of fact, almost all of country music does, but too much has happened in these past two years, things that may never be fixed.
I want to put everything to rest, and move on. I miss them both very much.
I still talk to Kix, but its not the same. Ever since everything has happened between me and Ronnie, Kix has been put in the middle. He has decided to just distance himself from us, since he's still friends with both of us.
At any awards show me and Ronnie are at, we are not allowed to be anywhere near each other, security and our friends make sure of it. It hasn't been pretty when we are near each other, last time we were close together, we both punched each other in the face. He started It though, ha.
It's never easy to lose a friend, no matter what happens. I don't know how Ronnie feels, I believe he hates me. I have never hated him, the whole world thinks we hate each other. I don't blame them though, they have seen a lot of fights between us two.
It is crazy how things can change so much in a short time.