A short SasoDei fanfiction. A ficlet.
Sasori and Deidara aren't mine, they belong to Masashi Kishimoto
Enjoy~
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Danna Said
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Danna said he was eternal.
I believed in it.
But when I saw his lifeless puppet body, I can't believe him anymore. Why should I respect his view of art from the very start, anyway? I should've known it would hurt me in the end.
And it did.
Danna said he love me.
I believed in it.
Because I love him as well.
The way his soft lips brushed against mine, the way he hussed me and told me everything's gonna be okay everytime I was scared of something, the "I love you"s he said to me every night. The warmth of his embrace.
But then, if he really loved me, why did he leave me?
Why did he do this to me?
Left me alone, trembling, crying, screaming.
I stared at his body, his heart container covered with blood. He was dying in his parents' embrace, wasn't he? Ah I know it. He loved them more than he loved me, didn't he?
Of course he did!
They were his parents. His beloved parents.
And I...I was just an annoying, stupid, idiot partner of his.
I couldn't help but feel so jealous. I hope he preferred dying in my embrace rather than his parents'.
I laughed. How stupid I am.
I was crying three days long, hugging myself, screaming on the top of my lung in hope he would hear my voice and decide to come back and hug me. It was impossible. But would he blame me for imagining things? Blame him for left me like this!
I remembered when I was crying, he was always there for me.
Danna said, "Don't cry, Dei. It's okay. I'm here for you."
He hugged me in order to comfort me. And he always successed. I felt so comfortable.
And after he kissed my forehead lovingly, I stopped crying. I Looked up at him only to find he was smiling at me, gently.
Danna said I was his precious lover.
Danna said no one will able to tears us apart.
But the fact is...we were separated.
"You shouldn't scared of losing me. I'll never leave you. I'm eternal, remember?" Danna said.
It was a lie. Lie.
"But promise me you'll never leave me. Promise me you won't die with those stupid explosions of yours."
"I promise un."
I kept my promise.
But he didn't.
He broke his promise.
Just like he broke my heart.
I was mad, upset, and I felt like I hate him so much.
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But not anymore.
Now I'm here, sitting on a soft white pillow-like thing named cloud, beside my beloved danna.
"What are you thinking about, brat?" he asks.
I shake my head, chuckling. "Just remembering my past, un."
He strokes my long blonde hair lovingly. "You should forget it, Dei. If you can't forget it, I won't forgive myself for caused all those pains you felt."
"Fine then, I'll forget it, for my Danna's sake."
"That's my Dei."
"Hei Danna."
"Hm?"
"Did you really love me?"
"No."
My eyes widen in shock.
"I still do," he adds.
I sigh in relief.
He pecks my lips.
"Dei."
"Yes, un?"
"Do you know my reason to leave that world?"
"No, un." I simply shake my head.
"Because I realized, nothing is eternal in our former world. Even if I can stay eternal, you can't. So I chose a new world for both of us to stay eternal together."
"You chose heaven."
He nods. "I did."
I wrap my arms around his neck, kissing his cheek.
"Thank you Danna, un."
He wraps his arms around my waist, kissing my lips gently.
"You're welcome."
"Danna."
"Yes, Dei?"
"I love you, un."
"I love you too, much more than my art."
Danna said.
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~END
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015 everyone!
I wrote this around 2 years ago, but I post it now.
Hope you like it, though ^^
I'm so sorry for my bad grammar.