Decided to write a new fanfic for Shuichi instead, as I think that Shuichi deserve better, no matter how many time I re-read Gravitation. Thus, this fic is created. It's a Gravitation AU where Shuichi is a mental patient and OC is the doctor = v=)) Enjoy~

Everyone belongs to Murakami Maki, except my OC and my story plot = v=))

Entry 1. Encounter

Febuary 10th, Monday

It's your usual boring Monday, nothing much different, everything and everything were the same as they were for god knows how long.

Except that I was informed that there will be a new patient be under me for treatment and is arranged to meet in later time.

As I thought it's gonna be some usual disorder such as depression or insomnia due to society stress, but apparently this patient here is suffering from de Clérambault's syndrome, which another name is Erotomania, was sent here after all kind of harassments toward his "love", Eiri Yuki.

'Eiri Yuki? Ah, the famous author.'

I was quite wrong about my next patient, as it turns out to be a young lad, greeting me with a grin as I open the door.

"Hello, I'm Shindou Shuichi!" He introduced himself, his tone filled with energy.

From his body language, the tone he uses and the overall aura, it seems that he is happily in love, blissed from his surroundings.

"Welcome, Shindou-san. I'm Suzuki Kaine, how are you?"

"I'm good!"

"Glad to hear that. The next question I'm gonna ask you is going to be a sensitive one, would you mind about it?"

"Um hm, not at all!"

"Do you know the reason why you're here, meeting me?"

Everything changed upon the question being asked. His face turned red from anger, hatred and sorrow.

He yelled, "THEY SEPARATED US! WE WERE SO DEEPLY IN LOVE! They remarked that something is wrong with me, told me to stop bothering Yuki… Yuki shoved me, beat me up… Saying that I was disgusting and not to find him anymore… He wasn't like this before… IT MUST BE THEM! Their words must have influenced him! Yuki never being so cruel to me… It must be them…"

His words soften, as he curls up and weeps like a kid.

I gently pat him at his back as he cried till he fall asleep. Even in his sleep, he called the name of his love.

In his world, it may be a happily ever after ending, but it's never the same in reality.

- Kaine