A/N: This really sucks, it's just something to get over my writers block. You can flame, go ahead, my house is a little too air-conditioned, and I'm freezing to death! But if you do, don't tell me that it isn't in correct letter format, cause I wrote this in a huge hurry!

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Christmas

December 25, 1980

Dearest Lil,

I really don't know how to start. Okay, here goes: I love you. I really do. I know that you're probably thinking that I'm being a traitor to James, but I can't help it. It's the way I feel and have been feeling for years. Since practically forever. I just didn't show it until now because when James shows interest in girls I back off.

I know I'm not sounding like myself right now; I can barely believe that I'm writing this, but something inside me tells me I have to. I know that there's a good chance that this would ruin our friendship, but please don't let that happen. Your being there means the world to me. I will always love you no matter what happens.

Love,
Sirius

P.S. Merry Christmas

Lily felt a fat tear roll down her cheek.
"I love you too."