Hi! I developed this story in one day. It came in a dream. So please don't be upset if it comes out a little strange. I know that they are out of character (OOC) but it happens when you start out with an awesome idea and suddenly develop it into something totally different. I want to thank you for taking the time to read and I would like some feedback on what you think I can improve. I'm not a writing type, but I felt this story needed to be shared.
Ok! Enough of my ramblings! On with the story! Love you guys for reading btw! Thanks again!
Disclaimer: Before I screw up my first story I'd like to say, I don't own any of the New Girl characters. They don't belong to me, but this story definitely does.
Chapter 1
Takes place after "Tinfinity"
Nick lays awake at night in his bedroom thinking about the kiss that happened a few weeks ago.
"Sleeping at night has become a difficult task." He thought. "Every time I close my eyes I see her face. Her contagious smile and bright blue eyes make me go crazy. I can't go on acting like the "incident" never happened. It's obvious I care a lot about her. Wait…where'd that come from? Do I care about her that much? …Yes I care about her more than myself. It's just impossible to say out loud!" He stuffed his face in his pillow embarrassed.
Schmidt and Winston have kept a close eye on me now. They never want to leave me and Jess alone more than five minutes. It's frustrating when I actually gather the courage to tell her something feel, and then our roommates bust in and ruin the moment! Jess looks disappointed in me, and it hurts. I'm more disappointed in myself for not being brave enough to talk to her. I keep panicking! It's making everything more complicated and now it's making everything fall apart.
Now every time I look at her, I think of how soft her lips were. They melded together with mine so perfectly. It just felt so right. STOP IT SELF! But the moment was so amazing. I really wanna do it again. I had a chance, but Schmidt had to ruin it by barging into the loft at the last second. Stupid Schmidt, you ruin everything! What am I talking about? This is all my fault! AAGGH! I'm such an idiot! And then I go and say "it meant nothing". Her face couldn't fall any faster. I realized my mistake, but why did I keep on saying it. I definitely ruined everything. What am I gonna do no-
There was a few soft knocks on my door.
"Miller, open up." Jess called. She sounded a little annoyed.
Uh oh…she's at my door. Ok, think! Make an excuse quick!
"Uhh, I can't. I'm not, uh, wearing clothes." I stumbled on my words. I could never lie very well. I could feel the sweat starting to form. Ah geez that was horrible!
"What? You're naked at 2 in the morning? I thought you didn't sleep nude."
Nice one Miller! Now she knows you're lying! Didn't know it was two in the morning though. Then, why is she up?
Before I could stop myself I said, "Why are you up so late?"
There was a brief pause and she replied, "I could ask you the same question. You answered pretty fast." Another brief pause. "But, uh, I really need to talk to you. About…you know?"
I panicked. "About what? There's nothing to talk about. Nothing happened!" I laughed out nervously. Smooth Nick. Unbelievably smooth.
I could hear her sigh through the door, "Nick, please." She breathed out.
After that I had to open the door. I could picture her standing awkwardly with her head down, eyes shining with unshed tears.
I got up to open the door and when I did I immediately regretted it. She looked even more stunning than usual. I couldn't help but check her out.
She wore an over-sized button-up shirt (probably Sam's) and tiny black shorts you could barely see. Her dark hair cascaded down her back and I almost reached for her. Right then I was ready to change our relationship. But before I had the chance she spoke up.
"Uh, what was that?" Nick asked.
"Well uh, Nick." She was struggling with what she was trying to say. "It, uh…it meant something…didn't it…?" She put her head back down. I couldn't see her eyes.
There was a long pause. She brought up her head to look in his eyes to see if I had heard. But I noticed her jump a little when she saw my intense gaze. I really didn't know what to say. I thought about kissing her again so I didn't have to answer, but then what?
Once she recovered I bowed my head and softly replied, "Yes…it did."
There was total silence for what felt like an hour but was only a minute.
Jess finally spoke up and said, "Oh…okay." That was an unexpected response. Before I could make an excuse to close the door she said, "Well, what…what now?" Her voice was barely audible when she spoke.
I gently pulled her into my room and shut the door. I told her, "I don't know."
Well…How'd you like that? I know it needs improvement. Maybe more character development too. I really need to get their personalities together. I already know what the rest of my story will contain. Got it written down! But I would like some reviews, so I can get better at this!
Oh! Later on there will be different points of view. I had a little trouble keeping it first person but I think I did it right. Help me out guys! The next one might go back and forth. Not sure how I'm gonna work that out but pls give feedback and thanks again for reading.
You've all earned a huge smile from me (that's a big deal, cause I barely ever smile.)
