Did you hear me scream?

When you fell I screamed so loudly that the birds fled.

I raced after you, raced against time.

You were gone.

Vanished.

Poof.

Liv and Matty wouldn't shut up.

"Franky!"

"Franky!"

"Franky!"

I wanted to smack them.

I was too busy crying.

Oh god, I miss you.

I wake up every morning missing you.

They say I will heal with time.

I haven't healed a single scratch.

Grace and Rich did not get married.

They won't even look at each other.

Alo is gone and Nick won't talk.

Liv is drinking herself to death.

Matty killed himself last week.

And I am just broken.

A walking, non-talking zombie.

No one misses you like I miss you.

No one else understands.

Your laugh.

Your smile.

The smell of your hair.

The taste of your lips.

I miss them all so much.

I replay that scene in my head.

Driving myself crazy.

Franky, you fell.

And I wasn't there to catch you.