Title: I think I am in love

Synopsis: Enzo knows that Damon is his only friend and realizes he cannot hate him, plus he realizes that while he was dead began to develop feelings for someone...

Disclaimer: I don't own Enzo… neither I want him, but he was the character that the forum assigned me. Enzo, Bonnie, Damon, Elena, and Stefan belong to Lisa Jane Smith, Julie Plec and CW.

Author's note: This fic got the First Place in the thematic challenge "Random Character" from the forum The Vampire Diaries: Dangerous Liaisons".

Rated: K


I don't hate Damon, I can't, what we shared was unforgettable, and it can't be overshadowed by one mistake, well… by two mistakes. He is my friend, my one and only friend, I can't just forget that. Yeah he killed Maggie but he said he didn't know she was "my" Maggie.

First I hated him for letting me there to face an imminent death, but we made amends, and I forgave him, even though I have to admit I get to envy his happiness about being with Elena.

I loved Maggie that's why I had to I let her go but it seems true love is beyond compulsion, she didn't forget me, even though I compelled her to. She was seeking for him, for Damon, I think for a way to avenge me. So you can't compel someone to love you? No you can't, because it wouldn't be true, he or she would think he or she loves you, but he or she won't. Then I think you can compel someone to forget who you are, but you can't compel to forget the love she had to you. So I guess Maggie was searching for Damon to kill him, because he let his cell partner die. But he killed her first which is why I hate Damon for the second time. And now she is gone and all because of me. So I think I deserve to be dead too. That's why I made Stefan kill me, not only for revenge, because maybe, just maybe, I wanted to be dead, at least back then, not that I want it any more (although I am aware that I deserve it), I miss being "alive". And I wanted Damon to find out and be pissed with his little brother, but he didn't find out, so I have to make him found out and the only way was to haunt them out, I didn't wanted to kill them at all. If I just wanted revenge I would have just staked Elena. Yeah I know I do have tried to stake Stefan, but he killed me for god's sake, I think that justifies it.

Then Damon promises me to take me back to the living's land. And I had talked to the anchor, she told me that I just have to find a traveler who knows the spell to overwhelm her and we could pass through her in our way back. I find Julian's wife at first, but I missed her in to the oblivion, that hole in the sky sucked her. And then I found Silas, and he is willing to help I don't know why but he will help, and that was all that matters to me. Silas taught the spell to Bonnie who taught it to a witch, and then the oblivion almost sucked me and Silas, it just suck Silas after all, Bonnie had hold me, she is so pretty she remembers about my Maggie to me. I liked to play with her and made her pranks when I was a ghost.

And now, Damon my friend, bring me back from the dead but he lost his opportunity to come back, and what can say I miss my friend. I will find the way to bring him back. And I will find a way to bring Bonnie back too, however long that it takes. I think I'm in love again. Yep sounds crazy, but she is strong, she is beautiful, she is smart, she is light, and she is far beyond a wonderful girl. And She gave her live in order to her friends could come back. If that doesn't make her deserve to be loved by any man (I don't know what would), nooo not any man, she deserve to be loved by me. And about the little Gilbert, I will find out what to do about him when I bring them back…

Ah, and by the way, I'm not British I am Italian…