Hey. This is just a little song fic I wrote.
The song is "Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes" by Fall Out Boy
Disclaimer:Yeah Stephanie Meyer and Fall Out Boy are totally my minions and live in a shoe box on the floor at the end of my bed! *sarcasm* Get real people! I own Nothing!!! T_T

I'm coming apart at the seams
Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams
Like buzz, buzz, buzz
Doc, there's a hole where something was
Doc, there's a hole where something was

When he left it felt like I was falling apart
Like someone had punched a giant hole through my chest, right where my heart used to be.
It wasn't just mental pain, it was physical pain.

Fell out of bed.
Butterfly bandage, but don't worry
You'll never remember, your head is far too blurry
Put him in the back of a squad car
Restrain that man
He needs his head put through a cat scan
Hey editor, I'm undeniable
Hey Doctor, I'm certifiable oh!

Every night I had nightmares.
No not nightmares in the plural just the same one over and over again.
And each morning I would wake up screaming.
He said that it would be like he never existed, how wrong he was.
I tried to pretent nothing was wrong I felt like i was going insane
My whole world felt... wrong.

I'm a loose bolt of a complete machine
What a match:
I'm half doomed and you're semi sweet

Nothing was right any more,
I needed you, but you weren't there.
You didn't need, me the way I needed you.
You didn't need me at all.
You didn't even want me.
You were too perfect.

So boycott love
Detox just to re-tox
And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect lives
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy
(wants to hear you sing about tragedy)

I stopped listening to music,
Everything reminded me of you.
Which just brought on fresh waves of pain.
Every song about heart break made me feel worse,
Espesially the songs we listened to together.

Little girl you got my staring eye
Or was it just a telescopic camera lie
P-p-p-painted doors in the highway
Truck stop stalls
Lock-less jails to deny my rules
All the rookies leave your badge and your gun on the desk when you leave the room

It felt like I was stuck repeting each day.
But as long as I didn't have to think of you I would survive.
Even as my life was falling apart.
But I kept going, not for me.
But for Charlie, like you told me.

I'm a loose bolt of a complete machine
What a match
I'm half doomed and you're semi sweet

Boycott love
Detox just to re-tox
And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect lives
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy
(wants to hear you sing about tragedy)

I just want another chance to keep you with me.
To be able to properly live again.
But as it is, I don't think that's possible.
So I might as well get used to the pain.

Detox just to re-tox
Detox just to re-tox
Detox just to re-tox
Detox just to re-tox

So boycott love (Boycott love)
Detox just to re-tox
Boycott love ((Boycott love)

So boycott love (Boycott love)
Detox just to re-tox
And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect lives
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy (wants to hear you sing)
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy (wants to hear you sing about tragedy)

Whoooa oooah

Even so I wish you would come back!

So there it is...
Its not that great, but meh!

Please review.

I'm going through a bit of a tough time at the moment, and reviews will make me feel better!

thanks.