Broken Toy

I HATE BROKEN TOY

I HATE IT SO MUCH

A TOY THAT IS NO LONGER FUN TO PLAY WITH

HATE IT

HATE IT

I HATE IT

I WOULD THROW IT AWAY

BUT THE MEMORIES ARE JUST TOO PRECIOUS

MY TOY

MINE

THE TIME I SPENT WITH IT

HOW MUCH IT ENTERTAINED ME

IT COMES

ALWAYS

TORTURING ME

REMINDING ME

HOW MUCH I USED TO LOVE IT

THEN IT BROKE

IT BROKE

IT SHATTERED

IT LEFT ME FROZEN ON THE SPOT

WHO

WHAT

WHY

IT SWIRLED IN MY MIND

LIKE A RAGING SEA OF THOUGHTS

WHO DARE TO

WHAT HAPPENED

WHY DID YOU BREAK

AND IT ANSWERED

WITH THE BLANK LOOK IN IT'S EYE

SILENT ANSWER

IT IS YOU THAT BROKE ME

SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY

NO

I WANT TO SCREAM

IT'S NOT ME

I LOVE YOU

I WOULD NEVER BREAK YOU

YET YOU DID

THE PROVE IS IN FRONT OF YOU

I

DID NOT

LIAR

YOU DECIDED TO BREAK YOURSELF

YOU'RE THE CRUEL ONE

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

THEN RED

BLOOMING

SPLATTERING

ON YOU

WHERE DID IT COME FROM

DRIPS

DRIPS

DRIPS

THE SAME RED

DRIPPING FROM MY HAIR

THE SAME RED

DRIPPING FROM MY HANDS

THE SAME RED

COVERING YOUR BODY

IN A BLANKET OF RED

PRETTY

IT'S SO PRETTY

I WANT TO SEE MORE

STABS

STABS

STABS

RED IS FLOWING FASTER

ALL IS COLOURED RED

IT'S SO PRETTY

BUT I'M BORED

IT'S DISGUSTING

WHY

DOESN'T THE RED DISAPPEAR

WHY

THE RED IS UGLY

YOU ARE UGLY

I WANT TO THROW YOU AWAY

YET I CAN'T

MY BROKEN TOY

NO LONGER PLAYABLE

NO LONGER FUN

YET THE LOVE I FELT STILL LINGERS

AND I CAN'T FIND MYSELF

TO THROW YOU AWAY

AND IN YOUR BLANK EYE

YOU MOCKS ME

NEVER

YOU WOULD NEVER

BE ABLE TO THROW ME AWAY

I SCOWLS

EVERYTIME I HEAR IT

WHY

THEN THAT SILENT MOCKING LAUGHTER

SIMPLE

YOU LOVED ME

AND YOU WILL CONTINUE TO

FOREVER

AND I CAN'T HELP

BUT AGREE