This would be my version of new moon. I own no rights to to the twilight series. My story begins with Bella change. A major rewrite is being done.

I felt the intoxicating breath shaking as cool lips pressed against me ear, "are you sure?"

I manage to squeak out a not so courageous "yes".

In the most painful of voice I have ever heard he whispered a final " I love you" before sinking his razor sharp teeth into my neck.

My pulse leaping out of my skin as I felt him tear through . Fire lapped at my neck where his teeth had pierced my neck. I screamed out in pain. I saw his porcilin face crack as it contorted with pain and regret. The liquid fire spread through my body and my head began to swim. My blood felt as if it was boiling in my very vains. I couldn't catch my breat as I continued to scream. I was getting light headed and I felt the darkness begin to take me. I tried to roll over to smother the fire, but someone has placed cold shackles on my wrists and ankle. I thrashed and pulled against them, every bone in my body threatening to break, but I could not escapre my toturer. Distant frantic words became mixed with my screams "dear god what have I done? I'm so sorry, so very sorry my love". The air wasnt comming fast enough as it was being torn from my chest with every strangled exploed in the darkness and frantic mummbling began to fade.

I felt the pain again, I didn't now what time it was all I knew was the screaming started again. As if it wasn't me I had no control. I knew not who I was. The pain had desolved some but was still not bearable.I could hear the slow dull thumping of my dieing heart. I felt as if I was slipping away again, would this ever stop. I heard the faint humming of a familer tune mingled with my life continued with this cyle of torture. the pain was never ending. I didn't want the pain, didn't want my I had this feeling somewhere dark in the recesses of my mind I had wanted this. Surely I was going mad.

At last the screamuing stopped and I heard the most beautiful sound ever and the pain seemed to become unimportant. The ice cold forum around me cooled the fire in my veins and I was left with nothing more then the uncontrollable urge to sleep.

I woke to the sound of squeals in the most perfectly carved stone bed. "She's awake, she's awake, please let me see her."

I seemed to recall the owner of this voice being named Alice. A response followed in a tender motherly tone. "Alice please calm down,she's been through so much" the voice confermed my guess.

"let them be alone. Edward wanted to handle this on his own." Esme's voice, I thought to myself.

A booming voice followed, "Well of course if he needs any help restraining my blood thirsty new born baby sis, I'd be glad to help."He chuckled at his own joke. His name came to me quicker, Emmett. These people were important to me I knew that, but why did it still feel like I was forgetting something important?

Then I felt the cool gentle lips upon my ear, "do you hate me?", they whispered. Memories came flooding back to me in an instant. That voice belongs to my one true love and this stone bed around me, was no bed it was the arms of my beloved. I flipped over in his arms faster then I ever thought possible. Everything was still a little fuzzy except one thing, that I loved Edward.

"Oh Edward NO, never," I exclaimed"I love you with all my heart and soul."

The light caught his eyes as a look of total despair crossed his beautiful face. I finally remembered everything, what I was now. "Oh Edward I'm sorry, I didn't mean, you know I, well it was just..." The words wouldn't come out right as I stammered trying to make him understand. I had never cared about my soul, I told that he could have pain still reflecting in his eyes but his eyes held something else, confusion. I did the only thing left I could think of. I had to make him understand. I kissed him, with every ounce of passion, every feeling of love, desire and happiness I could muster. He had to know how I felt. His lips hesitated but soon he returned my kiss with exuberant hunger and passion. Intertwined in each others arms the kiss lasted what felt like forever. As we parted gasping for air that I no longer really needed, I lay there exhausted but content. That was until I smelt it, a horrible smell, oh god it was me!

"Edward! How long was I asleep?"

Starring at me confused and dumbstruck he spoke, "five days".

"And he stayed by your side the entire time,never leaveing once" Alices voice floated in through the doorway.

Jasper spoke from beside her." Sometimes you would scream and thrash but when he sang to you, you quited down

"He sang your song the whole time" Esme said with admiration.

I turned to look at my family of vampires,but when I did I found all of them in a state of shook, awe clearly written across their face. Emmett was the first to speak. "Jesus Christ Bella how'd you manage that one?" Emmett pointing at me accusingly.

I looked to Edward but he still held his dumb struck look, all he could manage to do was point at the mirror on the wall. "What? Do I really look that bad?"

I Gasped at what I saw, With my enhanced vision I could see everything crystal clear. My body seemed more defined under the sweat drenched clothing that clung to it. My hair so beautiful and shinny ,messy as it was. My complexion pure and pristine as that of a china doll. That was when I saw the cause of their gawking, my eyes were the shade of emeralds. "Bahh wahhhh," is all I could say.

"Oh really now, I see you have a special power for enhanced wits" said Emmett, laughing and breaking the tension in the room.

Alice bounced on her heels, "so that's what they looked like, my vision cut off just as you started opening your eyes, I've been dying to see what was going to happen next".

Esme was the next to speak. "How bad is it?"

" How bad is what?" I looked around the room seaching for an answer.

"The pain the hunger, the ache in you throat."

"Oh yeah" I said "now that I think of it, it is a little scratchy." I got up and walked over to the bathroom and grabbed a glass of tap water, they all gasped when I took a big gulp out of it. "What?" I stupidly exclaimed.

Carlisle was next to speak, "you're not human anymore. Wouldn't you prefer fresh blood? As a new born you must be dying to feed."

Jasper supplied an answer for me, "she feels nothing... I feel no blood lust coming off of her at all".

A hmmpt, came from Rosalie's direction, "now doesn't she get off easy, not feeling anything."

"Well I do feel pretty gross. I'd like to take a shower ." I interjected.

"All right everyone since she doesn't seem like she's about to go on a mass murdering spree I think we can at least grant her time enough to freshen up," Carlisle said, as he gathered up his grumbling children to leave the room. He turned back to give me one last puzzled look before closing the door behind him.