disclaimer: i own none of these charachters or anything! i am not stephenie meyer unfortunately. (tear tear.) please review everyone!

summary: bella is a famous italian singer. one day she is called to volterra for a private performance.
she sees edward and aro. they see her. so do some others. want is in the air. some abuse and mild rape.

i was slipping on a deep blue floor length gown that had straps that made an x in the front. it had a blue diamond in the front of it. it sparkled in the spot light. i put on my ocean flats let the attendants do my hair and make up. know that thats done i am ready for my performance at the french solindal palace.

i stepped out onto the stage carefully. i sat on the lone black stool and began my song in english. my song would later form into french and then italian. this was one of my favorites. it is called, 'bello blu una' meaning beutiful blue one.

i see the blue sky reflect in your eyes i watch the ocean knows no lies

as i sing the thought of a beutuful mermaid comes to mind.

Je regarde la mouche jour par mon Quand bien m me j'en,
Oui, m me tho je pleure.

this song is very sad. it makes me sing with more emotion.

Non voglio mentire,
Non voglio mentire.
anche tho piango.

con una sola lacrima goccia in un occhio io canto con nessun bugie.

i bowed and picked up a single rose. kissing it i threw it back to the croud watching people grab at it. i am a sad person.
with a sad life.

i walk back to the dressing room and begin putting back on my regular clothes.

"bella! that was great!" my dad/boss said. i hadnt relised but i had let a tear slip down. i quikly turned away to avoid angering charlie.

"answer me when i am talking to you!" he grabbed my arm hard and spun me around. he saw the tear and pulled me to the private room.

he kicked me in the stomach. i laid there and took it.

"what are you blubbering about! you have a life every one dreams about! i gave you every thing!" he tore of my dress and dragged me by the hair to his bad for a long night.

the next morning

i woke from a dreamless sleep. i looked around and saw i was naked on the floor by charlies bed. i blocked out the memories of last night as i got up and put on my clothes.

i have greek lessons today at 9. i am probably one of the only 21 year olds that know over 13 languages. greek is my 14th. charlie wont be up until i am well done with classes so i think i will risk exploring this city. i love france.

i walk thro the halls and find my private tutoring room.

"γειά τους νέους που βλέπω είστε κουρασμένοι σήμερα." ,hello young one i see you are tired today. my teacher is old but very smart.

"καλημέρα πολύ ωραία, είναι χαρά μου να είναι σε presance σας" good morning great one, it is a pleasure to be in your presance, i reply.

after classes i quietly check to see that charlie is asleep. he is out cold.

i grab my purse. i walk into my bathroom and put on heavy eye liner and mascara. i am aloud to wear no make up during performances so it is part of my discise.

i am known all over the world so its necesary. i pull my hair into a tight pony tail. even in a pony tail my hair trails down to my lower back. i put on a black and blue hat put on lip gloss.

next is my clothes. i put on a black shirt with short sleves. then i put on some grey skinny jeans , coverup,converse and im gone.

i see many stores and home shops. charlie may have all the money but i am smart. every week i take out exactly 100 dollers. he never notices. he just thinks it part of regular expenses.

i have bin working since i was 13 so i have about 50 thousand dollers. i see one store that catches my eye. its called 'fleur de la vie' meaning flowers of life.

i see an old but pretty women talking to what seems like her son. he is very handsome. he has dirty blond hair toned muscles and a chisled face. but it is covered with sweat and dirt. i can tell he has bin working all day. i dont talk much so i notice things that normal people wouldnt.

i bet many people dont notice his beuty.

i can see that the mother had a slight lump on her stomache. she is pregnant. the son has a slight irregular bump on his wrist,]. it has bin broken before. i must have bin staring to long because he looks my way and smiles. he says somthing to mis mom and walkes over to my.

(a/n. i dont feel like translating everything but there whole conversation is in french okay?)

"good morning miss?" he shakes my hand trying to see my eyes. i am hiding them with my hat. ive bin told they are the deepest blue eyes any one has ever seen. crap! i forgot the contacts!

"bell, just call me bell." i am famous as isabella. and bell is my outside name.

"good morning bell, im apaulo. " he smiled at me causing me to smile.

"thats greek right?" he nodded.

"how did you know?" i could realy like this guy but if he found out who i was he would want money to be kept quiet. he would black mail me.

"i know a little greek." he nodded again at me still smiling.

"so has your mom thot of a name?" he gave up on my eyes and lead me to the side of the sidewalk.

"a name for what?" he said letting go of my hamnd reluctantly.

"shes pregnant right? i can tell, so has she thought of a name yet?" i looked back at his familys flower shop.

"um.. your the first to notice. but no she hasnt. so how long are you here?" he seemed to be flirting. i could tell he wasnt a bad guy so i decided it was okay if i spent some time with him.

"just a few more days but i would like to see the town a little more before i do leave." i hinted for him to offer to show me around.

"well if you would let me i would be honored to be your chaufer. miss bella." he axtended an arm. even tho he is dirty i couldnt resist. i took his arm and went with him.

several hours later after we went to the carnival and ate, we were walking down the dock. we sat down at the edge. it was very hard to hide my eyes. but while he was saiting in line for a ride i went and bought contacts. there a dirty green but the get the job done.

"...and then he was like 'weres my clothes!' then we all ran into the trees and left him there! " we both busted out laughing.

"bell..." we stared at each other for a while then he leaned in. woh! what do i do! oh my gosh oh my gosh! before i could think i was kissing him back. his tongue was warm against mine.

it was loving and tender. i wish i never had to leave.

we pulled away after a minute. the saddest part was that i wasnt leaving in a few days i was leaving tomaro tonight. i looked away and focused on the sky. it was getting dark but so beutiful. the sun is setting... OH MY GOD! charlie! i am so dead, i stood up and looked around frantically.

" whats wrong?" he stood up to .

"its late i have to get home." i almost walked off but he handed me a card.

"call me bell. i realy like you." he smiled. i turned and walked away before he saw my tears.

charlie is going to be sooo mad. but today was worth it. anything was worth today. whats the wrost he can do right? he cant touch my face or arms that bad due to perfomances.

i sighed and went home taking my time. enjoying the sights.

shall there be more? review!