"I don't know what do. Everywhere I go, I feel them staring watching, judging me. I cannot run from it, from their eyes. I can't help but sense, that every time they look at me, all they can think about is him. They look up to me as their… protector, like we are equal, but yet they fear me, fear what I may turn into. They act differently around me, they speak delicately to me, as if they fear I will snap. But I am not like that… I will never be like that."
"I think of him often, think about what I could have possibly done to prevent this. I fear things will never be the same… our greatest defender, no matter how flawed he may have been, is gone… and all they have now… is me. But I am no warrior, never… have I ever even picked up a weapon. It's not in me, it never was. It was always him… But he is gone now… all they have is me…. but I fear…. I may not be enough."
"The darkness returned. I had hoped, I prayed it would leave with him, now that it had, had it's fun…. but I was wrong…. so very wrong. The people…. how they screamed, how they cried for me…. for my help…. But I'm not him, I'm not strong, or brave, I don't know what I'm doing. They look for me for guidance, but how can I help them, when I can't even help myself."
"I watch him often, I watch what he does. That's not my brother, I know it isn't…. not him. I don't blame Kalona… no… I blame the darkness….. I will destroy that evil force."
"She won't stop crying… She's crying because of him. She cries for him, for the person he has turned into. I can't help her… I'm not enough. I'm not him. She will never love me like she loves him… that I accepted long ago… but it breaks my heart, knowing I cannot comfort her. That I am not what she needs"