A/N: I'm so sorry. This kind of fell out of my head with a very unattractive splat. It was crying. I put it into words, and this is how it came out.

So, if you haven't figured it out by now, this is Martha's POV.

I don't own any of these fantastic characters. However much I wished I did.

It's not about me. It's all about her.

When he looks at me, I know he's seeing her.

When we talk, I know he's wishing he was talking to her.

When he looks away, I know he's thinking about her.

I try to make him see me. I try to make him talk to me. I try to take his mind off her, but it's no use.

He loves her.

When I walk around the TARDIS at night, I stop outside his room. It may sound creepy, but it's not. It's more of a comfort thing. I hear him tossing and turning, calling her name. It kills me every time he utters that name. He screams about saving her, rescuing her.

I wish he would love me... I wish he could love me. But he can't.

He'll always love her, and he won't ever give up on getting her back.

He was always talking about Rose. When she would do something funny, how he would react. When he would do something funny, how she would react. His mind was always on her. The way she would constantly talk and blabber, her laugh, her smile her everything. Although I had never met her, I knew who she was. She was his.

So, when he found her again, I was happy for him. They would finally be together. His wounds would heal, but they would leave scars. Maybe someday she would make those disappear too.

"My name's Rose Tyler."

"Oh, my God. He found you." It was the only way I could react. The look on her face. It said, He talked about me? All good things, I hope... Did he miss me?

When I left the TARDIS for the last time, I looked back at them together. So happy, and yet so sad. It broke my heart looking at them like that.

I never stood a chance.

Then, when I saw him for the last time, she wasn't with him. He lost her again, and this time, he wasn't getting her back.

But yeah, I had this idea, and I had to write it down. I felt so bad for Martha. T-T

If you want you can review, but really you don't have to... even though I would appreciate your views on these characters.

Gonna go cry myself to sleep now.