By: Tasumi Ashiru
Author's notes: This is probably the most interesting piece of fanfiction I have ever written. It is based on the mysterious origins of Yue. Any resemblance of names or an actual murder case is purely coincidental. Warning: This fanfic has Pg-13 yaoi undertones, if you are not a yaoi fan, please do not continue. Thank you very much.
This fanfic takes place before the actual Card Captor Sakura plot began.
This is MY take on the relationship between Clow Read (Is it Read or Reed?
I have seen it spelt both ways. ) and Yue not to mention the origins of
Yue. The characters used in this fic are from Card Captor Sakura, which
is owned by CLAMP, with the exceptions of Inspector Longtree, inspector
Wilkins and Alexander Jamison, who were created by me, Tasumi Ashiru.
Chapter 1: Clow, I Love You
Fluttering my long billowing wings while I floated outside his window. I watched him lying on his bed, his long black hair fanned out behind him. His thin wire framed glasses that normally hung on the bridge of his nose were now off and sitting neatly on the nightstand.
Pressing my hand on the pane of glass that reflected the moonlight, I frowned. 'Clow.' I bit my lip and kept from voicing my desire as I starred at his resting form.
'I love him.' I pursed my pale thin lips together. 'Ahh.' I let out a deep sigh and landed on the large oak tree that was outside his window. I folded my arms around my narrow body and stared into his window till I fell asleep.
The next morning Keroberus was lying on the grass at the base of the tree mingling his large paws in the air purring. Laughing slightly, I jumped from the tree and landed kneeling at his side.
"Rarrrrrr! What you doing out here so early Yue, looking in the masters window again?!" Keroberus shook his head.
"Hai. Am I so obvious?" I blushed lightly combing my hand through my bangs.
"Yue, Keroberus…" Clow bowed his head down and petted Kero's head as it nuzzled against his knee.
"Master." I blinked my long lashes and smiled up at him. Silently I wished I could nuzzle him closely like Keroberus.
"Good morning Yue." Clow turned away, his long cloak flowing in the breeze.
"Master Clow, may I speak with you." My eyes widened as I saw him shake his head. "WHY?!"
He spun around pushing his glasses up on his nose. "I have work that needs my attention."
'You are being so distant.' I regarded his eyes with a slight tremble. "I love you."
He spun around from me, and walked into the garden with no reply. Closing my eyes I felt tears falling down my cheek. Kero moved closer, his paw resting on my knee, petting his mane back I frowned. "I thought he loved me."
Keroberus nuzzled his head in my lap and laid there purring lightly as I petted him. "He does. He's moody. You know.."
"Hai." I bowed my head down and blushed.
I sensed Clow's aura as I sat there petting Kero. He was watching me the whole time. 'Yue.' Clow's eyes shut as he reached out his hand, only to withdraw again blushing madly. 'I can't. I can't sin like this. I want to but… a sorcerer with his Guardian. It's not proper.'
Clow walked away, my long wings long vanishing behind me, I frowned and ran after him, leaving Kero sprawled out on the grass.
"Master…" My voice shook for the first time in front of anyone.
"Yue, Just leave me be." He flashed his dark gaze at me and I cowered in his presence like a kitten in front of a large dog.
"No." I held my ground for a moment only to kneel in front of him. Placing my head in his lap I nuzzled against him. "Clow.."
I called him by his given name for the first time in my life. The next thing I knew I was jarred back his hands roughly on my shoulders. "I said don't push me Yue!"
I felt a shiver rise up my spine and a blush rise in my cheeks as I sat there splayed out in front of my master, his hands resting firmly on my shoulders. "Gomen." I raised from the ground and spun away from him. Brushing my bangs from my face as I walked away from him, I felt a hand tug hard at my braid. "ITAI!!!" I screamed.
Clow let go of my braid, and spun me around roughly. "Gomen what Yue?" He narrowed his eyes.
"Gomen master Clow." I trembled in his grasp. I knew I pushed too hard. He had never been anything but gentle with me… but now his eyes they were so dark and sinister looking that I truly feared the man that had given me life.
Clow shook slightly and let me go. "I am sorry." He turned away and sat down on the bench. I melted slightly under his gaze. "Yue. Did I hurt you?" His voice cracked lightly. To be honest nothing he ever did ever would hurt me. Even though I learned not to mess with his temper, I loved him dearly.
"Clow-sama, If I am not worthy enough to love you, tell me." Lovingly
I reached out and brushed my fingers against his cheek before I left.
Leaving him in the garden, I continued to watch him from the top
of a near by oak tree.