"Black and White. (Pansy/Blaise)"
Prolog:
It wasn't supposed happen like this.
Not whit him, at least…
She was crying - her mascara was dripping down her cheek. She laid naked in Draco's bed, whit his quilt covering her cold and pale-whit body.
He was laying 12 inches behind her – snoring.
"Your virginity is a flower. The most beautiful flower you'll ever own. How nice a man may seem to be, you'll have to make sure that he'll not throw the flower out the window, before giving it to him.
I know it sounds lame, but you have to understand the point I'm trying to make here, Pansy, I don't want you to do the same thing I did…"
Her mother's wise words.
"Give the flower to a boy who'll give you warmth, to a boy who deserves it. You'll never have it back, and if it goes to waste… It's not a happy feeling, believe me, so please promies me, that you'll take it carefully…"
Pansy had made a promise to her mother, and she'd kept it for years… But, she broke it the same minute she didn't say 'no' to Draco.
She felt awful, but she hadn't the courage to say that she wasn't ready, she was afraid of what Draco might think of her. A coward?
Draco had wakened up and was coming closer and put his arm around her from behind.
"Awake?" he said.
"Yes." Pansy answered quietly. She wiped of the mascara from her face and hoped that Draco wouldn't notice it. He didn't.
He took her hand in his and kissed her on the shoulder.
"I love you."
Yeah, sure. He'll love me… for like a week, and then he'll move on to the next girl.
"I love you to." she lied. It even hurted to say it. She didn't love him. Well maybe she'd hade a cruse on him on her third and fourth year, but then she was young and stupid. Now she knows how he play's the game.
"What's the time?" she asked.
Draco let go of her for a second, while turning around and looked at his wristwatch that lied on his bed table.
"Ten."
Pansy sight. "I need some breakfast…"
Pansy stopped poking on her bacon, witch she'd had been doing for the last half-hour.
Blaise had walked in to the great hall.
Merlin, he's hot!
Pansy loved his black hair, and his beautiful dark brown skin. He was so different to Draco; He was nice and shy.
Pansy always seemed to fall fore the black guys, she just loved the colour of them, and she surprised her self by get together whit blond, pale, boring-looking Draco. The only reason she DID get together whit him, was that she just wanted someone to love her. Unfortunately Blaise was dating an other girl at that moment, so she had 'no choice', than to pick Draco…
Maybe she should break up whit him and try to flirt a bit whit Blaise. No, she wouldn't dare. She have watch all the other girls trying to break up, and seen that Draco can get real mad. The was no hope, unless Draco break up whit HER, and not the other way around.
Pansy found her self not able to take her eyes of Blaise.
He was looking up and down the Slytherin table and his eyes met
her's, and he smiled.
"Where's Draco?" he asked when he sat down beside her.
"He had to work on his 'secret project' for You-Know-Who."
"Ah… He's working on it quit often, isn't he?"
"Yeah…Pretty much. So, what are you doing down here. Haven't you either had breakfast yet?"
"Nope, I've just had detention in the kitchen. Can you believe, that I spend hour preparing the breakfast down there and I didn't even get to taste!"
Pansy giggled a bit. "You poor thing." she said ironic.
They spent the breakfast talking about all sorts of thing, and all the time they sat there, Pansy couldn't resist to day dream a bit.