Disclaimer: I own nothing, nothing here belongs to me. Kingdom hearts belongs to Disney, no profit is being made.
A/N: Another. I didn't realize this was a popular fandom though, so it's pissing me off a bit.
Because being with him could only do so much...
I look at him, into him. Desperately searching, desperately needing, desperately wanting.
Why can't he be real anymore? Why can't he be the only thing I've ever enjoyed in this life?
We were nobodies, we didn't have a heart. We didn't have a soul.
I loved him.
Xemnas was wrong. Kjing Mickey was wrong. Everyone in all the worlds were wrong.
The heart is a trivial thing. I don't think it ever existed in anyone to begin with.
Because I loved him.
And no matter how desperately I look into this replica, his original version, I'll never find him.
I preferred half of Sora, a preferred broken and unwhole version.
Don't two halves make a whole anyways?
We would have been fine, we could have survived, we could have…
No. We couldn't have…
Too many wars, too much indescision, to mnay bosses we didn't have enough power to take.
To many obligations he wouldn't have ever have left.
So this is the end, as it was always supposed to be.
And it's not Roxas looking down at me, pleading why, asking me why.
"You make me feel like I have a heart."
I tell him, so maybe, just maybe, I have a chance of Roxas hearing it.
Too many nights were spent comforting that kid, holding him, his fragile yet sturdy form crying below me.
Too many missions spent whispering desires so that there was no risk of others hearing.
To many times I had to hold him back from finding out anything true.
Until it was too late,a nd I ahd to let him go.
And now he's let me go, in the arms of his other half, of his whole, of his somebody.
I can't even see the real him.
What type of fucked up love story is this anyways?
God damn!
Everyone else had theirs! Everyone in all these stupid worlds had theirs!
Why do I want to cry out more than anything right now?
Beast and beauty… Aladdin and Jasmine…
Why is there a discrimination?
Just because I'm a heartless doesn't mean I loved him any less than any of them.
But I digress...
What we had lasted for only a little while.
And it ended when he didn't choose me.