I made this after thinking about what it would be like if I ever got an abortion. So basically through this whole story I was in Akki's place.
The day
I walked through the doors. My body trembling. I didn't think I would ever do this. My mother never did this, I thought I would never also, but I guess I am.
My arms wrapped around my stomach, I held it so tenderly. Why did I create this mistake? Why did I get with him that day?
The father was a happy man. He had a brother and a wife. And we got drunk that one night. And created this mistake.
I wouldn't tell him about it. He would just divorce his wife, and try to make things better by marrying me.
My long brown hair went down to my hips. You could see in my face I was clearly crying.
I imagined my baby's face. It would have had golden eyes and brown hair, or maybe even dark blonde hair. The father of my child was none other than, Edward Nicholas Elric.
I sat in my chair with the papers I was supposed to fill out.
Name:
Akki Beppin
Spouse:
N/A
Date of Abortion:
December 5th 1996
Please turn in your form and wait until the doctor sees you.
I turned in my form and sat down in one of the chairs. Women came by crying and some even screaming. Some were praying to god, and some saying that that was a relief. I was scared now.
Was I going to be regretful or happy? I didn't know.
I walked in the room when the dr. said my name.
I laid down on the bed with stirrups. I was breathing heavy waiting for the fetus to be out of my body. I was only 17 and he was around 20.
Once they said that it was all over I walked out. While I was walking I cried, and cried.
'I'm sorry my child. I couldn't let you live.'
The next chapter will be from the baby's perspective. Get the tissues this one is gonna be sad.