SOoooo I'm from Russia, English is my second language.


A women is the women that haunts my dreams. A women that took care of me before her end. A women that gave birth to me. It has been

twelve years since my mother died. I remember it like it was yesterday. The robbers came to my village and started taking everything and killing

everyone that was in their way. My mother put me in the small cabinet that was barely seen up above the corner of the bed. The robbers barged

in and hit my mom, she landed on the bed and one of the men threw a knife right in the heart of my father. He was stabed multiple times after

that. But that's not the worst part. My mother was raped afterward. I remember the look on her face. Her face was emotionless. I didn't

understand what they were doing to her back then, but now I do. How can someone have no emotion on their face while being molested? After

they were done they killed her and left. I crawled out of the cabinet when I heard them leave the village. I went and sat by my mother.

"Oka san? We have to go." I said.

She just layed there. She looked at me and smiled.

"I'm sorry musume."

Those were her last words to me. After that I ran. I went to another village that was near my old one and the villagers took me in. The word

spread quickly about my parents. I became an orphane, but no one really cared enough about me to take me in. I wasn't very talkative after my

parent's death. In a matter of fact I never spoke a word. I was so lonely each day I wanted to die. But I tried to hide it away. I just put on a fake

smile everyday and everyone fell for it.

Four years has passed and my life was still empty. Until one afternoon, I was walking in the woods and found a man laying there. He was so

beautiful. Once he saw me his eyes turned glowing red, but I wasn't scared for some reason. My gut told me that he needed my help. I tried to

help him. I fixed his wounds, and tried to feed him. The feeding thing never worked out very well.

"I don't eat human food." He would say.

It made me sad, because I wanted to help him. He looked so vulnerable.

To be honest he tried to pull off that "I don't care about anyone besides myself" look. But it never fooled me. Lord Sesshomaru always had some

sort of a soft spot in him. He just never shows it. After when I was heading to my little small broke down home the wolves decided to attack my

village, because some stupid idiot Koga decided to feed his pets. I started to run toward Lord Sesshomaru but the wolves caught up to me and

killed me. I was totally a goner. But suddently I saw this big light. It flashed so quick I almost barfed. But dead people don't barf. Suddently I

woke up and I saw his face. He didn't say anything, he just stood up and walked away. I decided to follow him and his servant Jaken. To be

honest Jaken has always been absolutly rude to me, but I never really minded. I had a lot of fun traveling with Lord Sesshomaru. But once I hit

my bleeding period it got very awkward between all three of us.


Oka san means Mother

Musume means Daughter.

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