(Shortly After The Revolutionary War)
"Consider me independant!" was what Alfred had said to me. 'Why do you push me away? I love you, do you have any idea how much this kills me?! This wasn't the beautiful, blue-eyed, kindhearted boy I raised. Alfred, does your childhood mean nothing to you? Do I mean nothing to you?!' I can't take this. My vision is blurry, and tears continue to fall. This has killed me. "I do not wish to live any longer." I whisper in a shaky voice, still sheding tears. I take out a pen and paper, and I write: 'Dear Alfred,
I do not wish to live anymore. I have no intention of continuing my life any longer. Ever since that war, I've been dying inside. I love you, how could you not see that?! I'm pretty sure I mean nothing to you. You resent me for reasons that are unknown to me. Do you remember? All those times I held you when you were scared, all the time we spent together? Did I ever mean anything to you? I do not wish to live in a world without you, Alfred. It is too painful. Which is why I am ending my life tonight. I'm already dead emotionally. If you can't be in my world, I don't desire living any longer. I cannot live, not without you. I'm sorry, Alfred. I love you, and when I'm with God, I will watch over you.
I love you,
Arthur'
I read the note over, and my tears fall onto the paper. I set the note down, and I walk to the closet in which my gun is stored. I pull it out with shaky hands, and I say my final words: "Goodbye, Alfred. I love you." I then put the gun to my head, close my eyes, and breathe one last time before pulling the trigger with no hesitation. Now all it is is darkness, and a world full of no pain or worries.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed it. I really think its terrible, but please review! Thank you for reading and thank you for all the love and support! You are all as awesome as Prussia! XD -Maddiethealchemist