My first Glee fic, um basically i wanted to write this ever since Special Education. I really wanted Rachel to be affected by the breakup, and i wanted her to drastically change. so yup, tell me if sucks, if my grammar sucks (Please, Please tell me), but please never forget to Read and Review. think of this first chapter as a prologue

Worst Authors Note Ever (just saying)

Disclaimer: obviously i dont own anything or Finn and Rachel would have never broken up (although the drama was quite delicious) . Happy Reading Guys

"You said you never break up with me!" Rachel Berry yelled with force at her now ex-boyfriend Finn.

"I didn't know you'd make me feel this way" Finn almost whispered, the pain obvious in his voice and eyes

This was before Finn lumbered to the boy's bathroom

Before he, Finn Hudson, crashed into the nearest stall, letting the silent tears streak down his face.

Before he was almost late for glee practice.

Before he practically ran out of practice, just so he wouldn't have to face the girl who had shattered his heart.

Before he cried in his bedroom ,like a baby, till 2am.

Before he spent his first weekend without eating anything except for crackers and drinking water.

Before he realized he was bored , and actually started his homework.

Before he actually went to bed before 10 o'clock on Sunday night.

Before he realized that this was his first weekend he hadn't played video games by choice.

Before he really truly realized what it was like to truly miss someone.

That someone was Rachel Berry

Before he realized what it was like to go a weekend with Rachel Berry

Before he realized how much he truly loved Rachel Barbra Berry, and much he really missed her.

But this realization was just a little too late.

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Finn strolled threw the doors of McKinley high dreading glee club. He was not excited to see Rachel, and he decided that just because he was in complete love with her, didn't mean he didn't have a right to be furious at her. She cheated on him, with Puck. Ugh that name. That name seemed to ruin everything, even when he knew it wasn't Puck's fault. Puck was a ladies' man, and Finn knew that Puck had issues. But still, he was furious that Puck would even go there. Making out with Rachel, while she was with Finn, was a new low.

Finn was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't realized he had taken the long way to his locker, the way where he passed by Rachel's locker.

"Oh no, oh no, oh no," he mentally yelled at himself "crap, crap, crap, CRAP!" "I hope she isn't there, god I hope she isn't there." Unfortunately for Finn, Rachel was at her locker, but there was something off. Something unusual about Rachel, for this girl had on a yellow cardigan that hung low past her waist, skinny jeans, and black ballet flats. Her hair was shorter, and curlier, and she looked skinnier. The girl had her back turned, and was digging around in her locker; he noticed the girl's locker door had a couple of pictures of different people, teenagers. "This is defiantly not Rachel, because Rachel has no friends, Rachel doesn't follow style, and Rachel hates curly hair."

But oh how wrong Finn was, because the girl turned around to show her face, and this girl was most defiantly Rachel Barbra Berry.