Hey, guys! Sorry if this is too OOC or anything. I've never really gotten the whole Teen Wolf's character down super good. Something's always just like "nope" and runs off. So, apologies! Enjoy this little oneshot!
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Wolf
Scott liked walking through the forest. It calmed him sometimes. But it also brought back feelings and thoughts and memories Scott didn't want to see anymore.
Sometimes, Scott's thoughts get jumbled up and weakened and his claws begin to grow and shrink and it hurts. Sometimes, Scott just feels too tired to continue where he's at and just wants to lie down and get some sleep for three hundred years. He was a teenage boy who'd became a True Alpha. He didn't know why Peter had even bitten him in the first place.
He'd felt sorrow for the boy he'd bitten. Liam didn't deserve becoming what Scott still feared himself. But he did. Scott didn't mean for Liam to become a wolf, but it was the only way to save him and Scott didn't want to kill him. Who cares if Hunters came looking for him if one person was safe? It hurt when Scott realized that he couldn't save Liam without breaking the skin on his arm. It hurt and Scott deserved it.
He felt remorse and guilt was eating him from the inside out. He felt remorse for not picking Stiles's side. It hurt when Stiles was angry, and had tried to hurt Scott. But Scott deserved it, didn't he? He'd abandon Stiles and didn't even listen to Stiles's explanation on why he had to kill. Stiles was ready to die with Scott once, but now Scott wasn't sure. But that was okay, because Scott did deserve it.
It hurt whenever Scott thought of Allison. He could have saved her, but he didn't. He wasn't there quick enough and he was angry at himself and mourned her loss. A sob built its way toward Scott's throat and he curled up on the forest floor. Who knew this was what it was going to be like? Having plenty of people running after him and trying to kill him. And only succeeding in killing his family.
Scott's lungs ached. Sobs continued to spill out of him. He felt sorry for Lydia who he'd promised himself he'd protect only to eat his words later on. It hurt whenever he remembered Lydia's face when she smiled; and how her eyes flickered toward Stiles constantly. As if begging him to understand what she was feeling. And it hurt when they forced Lydia down in the chair next to him and made Kira put on electricity. It hurt that they had to suffer because they just wanted information; or to have him remember who it was who could've turned.
But Scott deserved all the pain, guilt, and anger they'd place on him. He'd allow it inside him so they could be carefree and happy. He'd take full responsibility because he deserved it.
So, Scott got up from the forest floor and began walking. He will take their pain away and he won't allow them anymore. He wiped his tears, brushed dirt off his pants and followed scents back toward the motorcycle. Stiles was waiting at Scott's house, and Scott didn't want to keep him waiting.
And we're done! Thank you everyone for reviewing, or favoriting or anything! Yeah! :)