Sousuke's Truth Kaname's Failure(Defeated)

It's was the truth, I had killed him. And it was time for me to confess. Kaname was in the other room probably still crying from when I told her, last night.

-LAST NIGHT-

She looked so sad, abandoned, lonely . . . defeated. I didn't know what to say after telling her what I had just said. She finally looked up at me, her lips forming to speak. What I was afraid of her saying was what stung the most. I felt like I would rather back at war empty handed, or climbing into my A.S. only to find that in the middle of the battle A.I will stop working again, or be in an awkward conversation with Madame Captain Tesstarosa and have the General breathing down my neck having me feel like a pawn in a game of chess: replaceable. But then she said-

"Oh, oh Sousuke. No. No. No. No." She gasped between each "No." trying to stop herself from crying. I hated it when she cried, though I had only seen her cry once and had only heard of her crying a short number of times. But still seeing the tears in her eyes makes it seem like I haven't done my job in protecting her. She was whispering now "Nooo, Leanerd no." I had just realized she was getting closer. Barley and inch away from she looked up and said "We can't let Leanerd win, no you ever do that again that means he'll win and-"

"Wait who's Leanerd?" She stepped back and looked down and for a moment touched her lips in a way that made her look flustered and angry. This made me wooried.

"It doesn't matter! Just promise me if anyone is going to die it will be at war and if you ever have to kill someone it Better be because millions of peoples lives are at risk not-" she was beginning to cry again and she was slowly starting to inch closer "not just mine. You don't care what he or whoever says you do anything like that I wont be able to to forgive you." That was a shot to my chest. She stiffly placed her arms against her sides and with her head on my chest I could feel her tears. " I just realized is, is that why when I came to knock some sense into you in China is that why you asked if I were alive?"

"Yes."

"Hmp."

-STRATEGY ROOM: NOW-

I was already talking on the subject and I found myself unable to stop " and then he told me that he sent one of the Yui-sisters to murder Miss Chidori. He said that she didn't struggle when she died, that she took it head on and didn't beg for her life and I found myself grasping my gun" I could hear myself speaking faster and faster but I couldn't stop. I was making myself angry. And with that I finally stopped talking. I tried to say the last of the story but I kept seeing Chidori's face last night and hearing her cry on my uniform.

The next moment I felt Kaname Chidori's hand in mine. I didn't know when she came into the room but with her here I knew I couldn't say the rest of my story. "Well. . . I think you can all guess what happened next." I turned my head toward Kaname her eyes focused on the ground and her index finger pressing against her lips. It made me sad seeing her face. Defeated