To my beloved Sasuke,
Right from the very beginning your life was hell
You endured what many children never have to think about
How could fate be so cruel?
Why did it have to be you?
I would give my life to change the past for you
It's like you lost yourself that day
The day you set your mind on one goal
Nothing mattered but reaching that goal
Those who cared for you
They were just obstacles keeping you from that goal
You struck them down without a care
But still my heart aches for you
The tears that littered the ground for you
The sobs that escaped my lips
The love I tried to show you
Meant nothing in your eyes
I wanted you to be happy in life for once
I wanted you to be content with life as it was
I wanted to be that happy and content feeling for you
But still you passed me by without remorse
When I was in trouble I thought I could turn to you
But no your life long goal was first priority
Then you reached that goal
Then it fell on you like a death sentence
I realized it but you never did
You worked so hard on that goal
You never planned for when you reached it
Did you doubt yourself that much?
To think that you wouldn't survive?
I don't know and I probably never will
But one thing I do know
No matter what happens or where you find it
I will do all that I can to help you be happy
I don't care if you find it through me or anything else
But I just want to know that I helped you become that way
I vow that if it takes every drop of life from me
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU…
-Sakura