Hi.
So, I guess I'm back. Kinda.
Please read and review, because this really comes from the heart.
If I had one wish, it'd be that I never met you.
That I'd never looked into your charismatic blue-grey eyes.
That I'd never let myself gaze at your golden locks.
That I'd never found myself drowning in your ocean called eyes.
So many memories that have left me wanting none of them.
I pondered that for a second. Was this all a waste of time?
No.
It wasn't.
I almost wish it was. If it was just a waste, I don't think it would hurt quite this bad, would it?
Is this what it feels like to love? Is this what it feels like to fall, trusting, and to never have been caught?
Look, I'm eighteen and I'm broken down, crying off my face, and lonely. Isn't my fault, though?
In a sense, I guess it is.
No.
I take that back.
It's his.
Why, even for a second, would it be my fault? Sure, I broke it off, but he asked for the recount. It's his fault.
But he didn't mean to hurt me. He looked just as heartbroken as I did, if not more.
Tears rimmed my lifeless eyes, and I was still thinking about this tragedy.
Our tragedy.
Did I ever truly mean anything to you? Or was I just another girl that you played with and then moved on?
All my friends warned me.
They told me I'd regret ever loving you.
But I guess I fell for it and now we're stuck in our own little tragedy.
Okay, so it wasn't very good, but I still want feedback, please? (:
Also, I love you all and I will try to update The Bachelor and Royalty Vs. Secrecy tonight!
~Courtney(: