Ok.my second fic here I really hope u like it. I wanted to explain y
Syaoran is the way he is and if he should stay that way. Meilin and Syaoran
romance, but I give no promises that they will be together in the end. It
depends on what u want. Tell what u want and don't for get to REVIEW. (It's
my favourite word)
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Syaoran sat with his legs crossed in a strange, dignified way. Reflecting upon himself was part of his training he thought. But every time this happened, a feeling of regret washed over him. He shook the feeling off.
"I am Syaoran Li. I have never expressed any emotions of any sort. I understand that having and showing emotions bring weaknesses. Weaknesses bring failure. Failure is dishonour. And with dishonour, my life has no purpose." Thought Syaoran as he looked at a bouncing figure in the distance. That figure was meilin.
Meilin was a strange being to Syaoran. She treated him as her equal, even though he was on a higher standard than her. She was carefree yet she was also careful. An oxymoron, in some way (A/N: oxymoron means 2 things that are opposites. Like if u said a box was big, yet it was small, that would be an oxymoron).She was beautiful and graceful, talented and content.
She was a weakness for Syaoran. He could not help but fall in love with her carefree ways. She made him want to forget about hiding his emotions and to drop the emotions that he had held as a burden on his back for so long. But Syaoran could not forget what he had been taught. He could not forget her, his weakness, either though.
That was y he kept an icy tone with her. He was scared. If he ever showed this other side, this weak side, this childish part of him who yearned to be free, if he ever, ever opened his heart with the tiniest little gap, he knew his emotions would run free, never to be caught and caged again. Never to be trapped inside not let out.
So he kept his distance. He would not let himself get attached to her. But there was always that question. Did she feel anything for him?
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Ok.the first chapter might be a bit strange but in the next chapter we move on to show that he WILL give in to his emotions.just not fully and completely. But what does Meilin think?
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Syaoran sat with his legs crossed in a strange, dignified way. Reflecting upon himself was part of his training he thought. But every time this happened, a feeling of regret washed over him. He shook the feeling off.
"I am Syaoran Li. I have never expressed any emotions of any sort. I understand that having and showing emotions bring weaknesses. Weaknesses bring failure. Failure is dishonour. And with dishonour, my life has no purpose." Thought Syaoran as he looked at a bouncing figure in the distance. That figure was meilin.
Meilin was a strange being to Syaoran. She treated him as her equal, even though he was on a higher standard than her. She was carefree yet she was also careful. An oxymoron, in some way (A/N: oxymoron means 2 things that are opposites. Like if u said a box was big, yet it was small, that would be an oxymoron).She was beautiful and graceful, talented and content.
She was a weakness for Syaoran. He could not help but fall in love with her carefree ways. She made him want to forget about hiding his emotions and to drop the emotions that he had held as a burden on his back for so long. But Syaoran could not forget what he had been taught. He could not forget her, his weakness, either though.
That was y he kept an icy tone with her. He was scared. If he ever showed this other side, this weak side, this childish part of him who yearned to be free, if he ever, ever opened his heart with the tiniest little gap, he knew his emotions would run free, never to be caught and caged again. Never to be trapped inside not let out.
So he kept his distance. He would not let himself get attached to her. But there was always that question. Did she feel anything for him?
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Ok.the first chapter might be a bit strange but in the next chapter we move on to show that he WILL give in to his emotions.just not fully and completely. But what does Meilin think?