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My throat felt like it was on fire. I looked around, i couldnt really move so i just used my eyes. There were two huge lights on the celieng, the room was grey and it smelt like death. Were the hell am I? I was laying on something, i moved my hands back and forth. It felt smooth, cold, what was it?
Then it popped into my mind, a hospital! Im at a hospital, on a table...? And it smells like death so a morgue? But why im at a morgue, am I dead? And if i am dead, i dont remember how I died. Shit, I am in a morgue, i need awnsers! Now, only if I could move. Right then i heard Damons voice "Move! I have to see her!" I could tell he was about to break down.
"Damon!" Meredith yelled. "I helped her. She was worse then i let on so i helped her, I had to." "What did you do?" he asks, already knowing the awnser. Me, already knowing the awnser. She let out a sigh "Damon..." "Whos?" Before she could awnser he swooped passed her and came in. He stood above me, his hair was messey and his black shirt was tight enough to see his muscles. It was soaked on the side with blood.
"Damon?" I whisper, just realizing i could talk. His hand slid across my cheek "Shhh, you're going to be okay. "My throat...It burns." His eyes became sad and his eyes filled with tears "I know, I'm so sorry." He turned away so i wouldnt see him cry. I grabbed his hand "Stay." I pleaded. He turned, a tear was coming down his face. His big blue eyes were glistening now.
I put my hand on his cheek and slid my thumb across to whip it off. He held my hand on his face and closed his eyes. Stephan came in, eyes wide and panting. "Elena!" Damon turn around, grabbed Stephans shirt and pushed him against the wall, "Why! Why would you let this happen, she didnt want this!" Damon was right i didnt want this, I never did.
I started to sit up, "Guys." They both ran over "Im fine." I say. I stand but almost faint, Damon catches me in his arms. "I am taking you to the house, you can make your descison there." I let my head fall onto his chest, his muscles tinsed. He smelt of sweat,blood and cologne. In two minutes we were there, he layed me on his bed. His sheets were so soft and I felt like i was about to fall asleep.
"No, dont fall asleep, not yet." "I cant help it." I laughed. He smiled, he had that perfect smile that made you want to smile. "The descison is your choice, and only yours you know that don't you?" I nodded. "You're fading fast Elena." What would i choose, how would I choose? If I choose to become a vampire what would happen when i did? Would i becom evil like Katherine? Or stay who i am?
And if I didnt choose to become a vampire and...die.
I would lose the people I love. I would leave Jeremy alone with no one. I would leave Stephan...Damon. How would i choose? Lose the people I love or become a monster?