Hey Guys.. I wanted to do something a little different from InuYasha? Big Deal! and from Inuyasha dare. I have a Love for angst. A really big love. I breathe all the angst i can. I wanted to write one and i hope i could maybe use this chapter as a new beginning in my new writing style. I'm being inspired by Nightwish's album century child. Please review
Century Child
Lord Sesshomaru…
Do you see?
Can you see me?
Can you see how much I love you?
Can I tell you?
Would you listen if I did?
Would you push me away?
Would you shun me if I spoke my feelings?
I know I'm only human. I know I have nothing to offer. But isn't my love enough? Am I worth anything in your eyes? No one will love you as much I do! I know you more than anyone!
How could I express my feelings?
How will you know?
Or… do you know now but refuse to say anything because it would leave a stain on your pride if you were to love me more?
Is your pride most important to you?
Do I matter at all?
you saved me Lord Sesshomaru.
You rescued my soul from the depths of hell!
You must feel for me…
Please tell me you do
Even if you have no intention of pursuing a relationship with me.
Even if you were to send me away for my own good! please tell me you love me!
I just want to feel loved…
In your eyes only.
What would I have to do
Lord Sesshomaru?
I want so much to tell you my feelings.
I'm scared though…
This is the first time I feared you my lord…
I fear you will send me away…
Send me away in anger… hatred!
I couldn't take that….
I wouldn't be able…to…
I will tell you!
I desperately need you to know!!
I will tell you right now!
…
……..
…
But…
As I look up at you… in your lovely eyes..
I draw back…
My heart couldn't handle your rejection… you will reject me… this I know…
I think… I will keep my feelings a secret for a little while longer… just a little longer…
Please review!! I need inspiration! Should I continue? I know its not too much but I'm warnign yu... there will be Angst!