Warning: This story contains Yaoi!! If you have a problem with it. Then I suggest you click the little arrow at the top of your browser that says back and read something else. For those of you who do like Yaoi.I strongly welcome you to read and comment. Please have some halloween candy on your way out. Thanks.

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own any of the Kingdom Hearts characters. *sulks away into her corner*

Author's Note: I know most people wait until the end of their chapters to post this. But i'm not like most people. This fic will evolve around college because it is college time in my state as it is for many and I really wanted to see how my characters faired in adult school. So Enjoy this is my first fic.

Stay Away

I know I should be excited to be entering Kingdom Hearts University. I heard it's a wonderful school with excellent programs. But Why do I get this feeling that I'm going straight to hell without a one way stop. Maybe it's just my Imagination but I can't help but wonder if I'll be the only guy there who like's other guys. God I hope not.

Roxas raised his head as his door was pushed open lightly and his brother's blue eye's peeked through the door crack. Narrowing his matching blue eyes,He leaned back from his desk and looked at his brother. "Sora,will you stop acting like a retard and come in already." he knew that sounded harsh but his brother got on his nerves sometime's.

Sora ignored his brother's insult and slid through the door before closing it behind him and walking over to where his brother was seated. Leaning over his brother's shoulder he peered at the open pages of Roxas's journal and frowned at what he read. Pulling back he leaned his butt against the desk and folded his arm's across his chest to peer at his brother through his bangs. "You know your not the only gay guy thats going to be there,Me and Riku will be there"

Roxas groaned and laid his head on his folded brother didn't understand anything that was going on with him. Sora was unbelievably happy and in love with boyfriend Riku of 4 's it annoyed him to no end that his brother could be happy when he was so fucking miserable. Glaring through the blond fringe of his bangs he lifted his chin and hissed. "Not's not the point,Goddammit if you are going to be there,you'll have someone to ease your worries I won't." his voice faltered.

Sora winced at the pain that always seemed to be in his brother's voice when he spoke about being alone of his brother's eyes that were so much like his over he wrapped his arm's around Roxas's shoulders and pressed a kiss into his brother's hair. "You have me Roxas,Never forget that."

Awhile ago,Before Sora had grown and obtained a boyfriend. They used to be close. Almost unseparable,alway's at each other's sides. Even at night they'd sleep in the same bed together just because it eased their fears of the monsters hiding in the had nothing to worry about back then. He had Sora to lean on and give him courage when he felt like his world was falling had even been intimate with each other a couple of time's. Roxas had lost his virginity to his brother and he had never regretted it because Sora had been gentle and loving. But soon after that,Sora had stopped hanging around with Roxas and would desert him for Riku. Roxas had grown bitter and closed himself off to his brother completely and started dressing completely in black to show the world that he didn't "give a fuck' knew he had caused Sora to worry but he honestly didnt care what the brunette thought. His brother had left him and so he choose to push his brother Sora stayed away,Somehow that seemed to ease the ache in Roxas and overtime he became numb was better than thinking about his brother fucking someone else. It hurt to much so he didn't even think. Pulling away from his brother,He gave a crappy attempt at a smile and gently nudged his brother towards the door. " Yea Yea,I can leave now"

Sora didn't buy that fake smile bullshit for a minute. He knew his actions had damaged his brother for life. No matter what he did or what he said. He couldn't fix the rift between them so it stayed open and refused to let Sora near him,when it came to would freeze up completely like he didn't want to be touched. Even now,Sora could see that he had made Roxas uncomfortable by hugging him. Moving away from the desk he walked over to the door and paused with his hand on the knob. "You may not believe me Roxas,But I still love you." he turned and shut the door behind him.

Roxas stared at the place where his brother had been standing only minutes before and felt his heart twinge. He winced and rubbed at the spot with his fingers. "Dammit,when will this pain stop." of course no one else was in his room except his kitten away from the desk he reached down and lifted DeLune up. Delune mewed in protest but settled down when Roxas held her to his could feel DeLune purring against his chest and in a way it calmed finger stroked the kitten's black and white fur,marvelling at how soft it if Sora had abandoned him. He still had DeLune.

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2 Day's Later

College had offically started and already Roxas knew he was going to hate had been smacked into 4 time's today and no one had the decency to apologize to him. Not that he cared if they did or not but it would've been the right thing to his schedule and his messenger bag resting on his shoulder' manuvered his way through the crowd to his classroom. A loud Bang made him pause as he folded up his schedule and peered around the wall. Axel Asher was leaning over Seifer who was holding his bleeding nose with his left hand and peering up at the guy in black with horror. Not knowing if he should interrupt them he made to turn and smacked into another guy who had an identical black jacket on. Roxas raised his head and sighed in relief as he recognized Demyx. "Demyx you scared the shit out of me"

Demyx smirked at the blond and ruffled his hair with a gloved hand as he looked over Roxas's shoulder and nodded at his red-haired companion. "Getting your morning work-out today Axel?"

Axel turned his head and his lips pulled up in a semi-smirk as he jerked his head behind him to were Seifer was struggling to stand-up. "You could say that" he looked down and smiled at Roxas. "Hey Kid,how's college life treating you so far?"

Axel Asher was known as a real bad ass. No one messed with him because he would beat the living shit out of them if they did. So people made sure to stay clear of him. To most Axel seemed like a stand-offish sort of guy who found everything he didn't like you,Then you shouldn't bother talking to the guy. Roxas on the other hand knew these guys from high school and knew how Axel was so he was used to the behavior. Roxas shrugged and winced at the manuever. He would definitely have bruises later." I feel like a human pin ball,I must've gotten smacked into like a hundred time's today."

Axel's eye's narrowed as he lifted the boy's sleeve's up and gaped at all the bruises that were blossoming on the boy's pale pulled Roxas's sleeve back down and put his arm around the blond's shoulders. "Don't worry Kid,stick with me and no one would even dare bump into you."

Roxas felt a slight blush rise up his neck as the heat from the taller boy's body seeped into him. He felt his nerve's calming as he lifted his head and peered up at Axel. The guy was tall and he had wide shoulders but a slim waist. He sure made up for it with long beautiful red hair that was the color of flame's. He was dressed in the Organization's black coat,Roxas had one but it was dirty so he left it home in the laundry hesitated as he turned to address Demyx. "So Demyx,How is life"

Demyx shrugged his shoulders and kept walking as he moved around people gracefully without looking were he was going. The guy moved like a cat. It was sort of mesmerizing to watch. Demyx caught Roxas staring at him and winked. "Things are great actually,Zexion is such a great guy and we get along so well." his cheeks turned pink as he sighed dreamily. "I think I'm in love"

Axel snickered as he leaned over Roxas's head to address his over dramatic friend. "I think your just horny" he chuckled as Demyx smacked him on the back of the head. "Just being honest"

Demyx rolled his eye's and leaned forward his chest at eye level with Roxas as he smirked. "I think your the one who needs to get laid Axel,Your way to uptight these days"

Axel rolled his eye's and pulled Roxas closer to whisper something in the blond's ear. " I would but most people are afraid of me." he pulled back and winked at the stricken look on Roxas's face. "No worries It's all good I dont mind being alone"

Demyx groaned then squeaked as Zexion wrapped his arm's around his lover's waist and pressed a soft kiss against the blond's throat. Demyx let out a whimper and smacked his lover's chest playfully. "Behave,we are in school."

Zexion sighed and smiled at Roxas whose eye's were bigger than his face at the leaned over and tweeked the blond's nose. "Whats up Roxas"

Roxas shrugged and without thinking slipped his arm around Axel's waist. He paused and then pulled his arm back quickly. He looked up to see Axel's face and was shocked to see the guy smiling at him. He felt his cheek's burn with embarassment as he adjusted his bag. "I-I need to get to class,See you guys around" without waiting for answer he raced off. Dammit why couldn't he do anything right!