This will be a UsxUk Fanfic(implied other pairings) that will be, mostly made up of "journal entries" of some sort. I read Bram Stoker's Dracula and that's basically how it's formatted up, which I enjoyed as a reader. So, I guess if you don't like that style, you might need to get over it and keep reading. Just kidding. Human names used!

Disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia, all rights belong to the owner.


Alfred's Journal.

This will be my first journal entry in you. Let me introduce myself, I'm Alfred! Alfred F. Jones! I'm 11 years old! I'm cute with blonde hair and blue blue eyes! I also have a brother, his name is Matthew! He's nine years old, two years younger then me! Dad gave us these awesome journals, though I don't like writing much.I like these journals though, they're bound in deer skin, it was actually moms. Mom, died. It's okay though! It was 5 years ago so I've gotten over it. I'm strong! I do miss her a lot though. Mom was really pretty and really smart, I always wondered how dad got such a beautiful girl. I get my eyes from mom, so does Matthew! All I know is mom's spirit is watching me! All the time! She even gave me a second name, Etu- it means Sun. So I will stay bright and shine like the sun! Uh-oh! Dad needs help gathering wood! I'm gonna go help because I'm strong! Yes!


Matthew's Journal.

Hello, I'm Matthew. This is my first entry so I'm not sure what to say. I have an older brother named Alfred, he's really loud and we live with our dad, his name is John but I like to call him daddy. I really love our family, it's a nice home, always warm. Even though our mom passed away dad made sure we were extra loved. Actually, this journal was from mom, she made one for both Alfred and me. It's really special, made of deer skin. I don't remember too much about her, I think I was four when she passed. She was so beautiful, I remember that. She is a native American, I remember she had lovely tanned skin and long black hair but she had bright blue eyes, we get our eyes from her. That's pretty much the only thing Alfred and I have in common with her, all the rest of our traits are of our dads. It's not bad but it just feels, I'm losing her, I guess. Still, I have that second name she gave me...Ooljee which means moon. I remember I didn't like it when I was younger because it didn't seem as cool or special as Alfred's name, Etu which means sun. It seems lame but I've gotten used to it. I remember having a good talk with mom and that even though the moon is not very bright, it is strong and dependable. She said the moon has a gift of patience and is a light in the dark. I'm not sure if that's me, I still think the moon is over shadowed by the sun. I like it though, I miss her.


Johns Journal.

Love, You better have seen those cute little faces from heaven or wherever your spirit is. You know I'm no good with that stuff. They touched those journals like they were made of gold. Pure amazement, Alfred/Etu was first to run off of course, Matthew/Ooljee seemed to cradle it and walk away. Our sons are so cute! They will always remember you, I can see it in their eyes, them holding onto you and all that you've taught them. They'll grow up strong, no matter what happens, I believe they can handle it.


Alfred's Journal,

Hey, Im going to write in you twice today! It's evening after dinner now, I ate really well! I came back from helping dad in the woods gathering wood, he started panting though! He's getting old! He says his knees hurt sometimes but he's okay! Matthew gets so worried but dad is strong! Still, in the woods he was having a hard time walking back, so I let him lean on me the rest of the way, he's actually kind of heavy but that's cause he's an adult and very big. Matthew helped the rest of the way though, I could have handled it but it was nice that he carried some of the fire wood. You know it's weird, I remember sitting on moms lap in the early mornings, she woke me up right at the time the sun was rising. It made me so tired! I remember though we would watch it and talk together, I remember she said, that I need to have a bright light when I wake till I sleep, like the sun. I will shine brightly on those around me and to not be afraid to take a chance, I will always remember that. She told me, Matthew was the moon who is very different compared to me, which is so true! But, he is always in the sky with me! Sometimes you just can't see it! Just like him! Still, I'm jealous, she said the moon is graceful and patient, she said that the moon has a healing touch that the sun lacks, the moon is understanding and watches and listens. I'm kind of jealous, don't tell Matthew that!


Matthew's Journal,

Alfred is so stupid! He doesn't get it or he chooses not see the truth! Dad is getting old! He is getting weaker, sometimes I stay up late at night and wonder if in the morning we'll find him cold or maybe he'll get up for a glass of water and fall and hit his head. It's horrible I'm scared to lose him, what will we do once he's gone. I know I shouldn't think such thoughts, that i'm just over thinking things but, I'm really scared. We're happy now and I want that to last. Stupid Alfred, stupid! The only good thing is he's really strong, he can carry dad if he gets hurt, I wish I was that strong... all I can do is worry. Mom, I love you but it's hard to be the watcher, I feel so helpless.


Author note: So obviously this is going to be a pirate fic, wha? The first chapter didn't give it away? Well it is, not till later. Yeah, they're mom is native American. Well it's like this Akecheta her name which is Sioux for "fighter" , she has a native American mom and a "white man" father. That's where she got her blue eyes. She was at first not accepted by her tribe, eventually she was, then fell in love with "John" she left with him and started a family in a cabin out in the woods.

The names don't come from the same language of native American I know that, but I picked the ones I liked or sounded interesting, some were just hard to find. I did want to find all Navajo names but google didn't give me a lot and I wanted Alfreds and Matthews names to mean sun and moon. Anyway Please review! I promise for it to get more interesting! Just be patient with me! D: