Yo this is Ookathing here and this is a fan fic for KH or Kingdom Hearts for all those dumb people out there... I don't plan to finish this fic unless I get some reviews that give me ideas... Welp... hope you read and review some ideas for me...
What I learned from a Loser…
( Hello all, my name is Riku and I'd like to tell you about my love of my life and how I meet him and how I found out that I was Bi… that's right I trust you low lives that much that I'd tell you my secrets…well Sora says that I'm just plan gay...but I'm not in to the rainbow crap...or pink panthers for that matter...)
It was a normal day no different from yesterday and not two hours from my house was my boring job… Sears… I hate that place… every day I STAND in that place and take shit from my boss that I'm 2hrs late… come on people that's not fair! I have school to worry about then I have chicks to pick up and on top of that I have to go to a quite home so why not come late!
Anyway, I sit there and I see this skinny brunette. He looks like he's about 15 and he looks like some freak smiling like his life couldn't get any better… So any way he comes to my register with some black top and I begin to ring it up when he says " Hi! You look like your having a good day!" I roll my eyes to see that he was being sarcastic with that comment, " Oh yeah just peachy… So this shirt is 7.99…" He looked at me with a daze yet confused look.
His cinnamon hair and his tan skin seemed to blend with his image but his eyes… well I don't know it seemed kinda… intense like he was born to look… cute.
" But the sign said 4.99…" I roll my eyes, he seems like one of the other many customers that didn't do to hot in grade school…
" No, It's 4.99 on up… take the damn price or leave it…" He seemed a little hurt by the way I said it but he seems to get the point when he pulled out the wallet. " Okay I only have a 100…" I point at the white paper, " We don't accept those down here…" He pouted. It was cute and yes I had a fit that I wasn't able to let him know that in the past, anyway he shook his head, " I guess I'll leave it then… umm.." He peers at my name tag, " Riku?" I shutter as he says my name. It sounded like it belonged on that kid's lips.
Have you ever felt that feeling that you saw him some where so your gonna see him again? Well it happened. I saw him in my gym class talking to some emo looking Senior.
His name is Cloud I think… funny that he's friends with that loser kid cuz they I never noticed him till Sears. Anyway today we are playing the most loser sport in history… Struggle. That game is totally gay! I mean what the fuck made a guy want to hit a guy with a sera foam bat? Where's the fun in that Bull shit!?
Well there's a pro in the class and he's better than my hot ass… Roxas… that kid could blink and whoop your ass. I think he's related to that Sears kid. Anyway he's good at the damn game and I think we have to pair up in teams. Ironic enough I got the sears kid…
" Hey! Riku! I remembered your name! I knew you were at this school!"
" …"
Hey what the hell else to I say to a loser? I'm at the top of this school so he's lucky if he even gets a glare from me. " So I guess you'd want my name since were on teams right?"
"?" What the hell? I think I can function well without your damn name to play a one on one game!
" My name is Sora! And this is Cloud!" Cloud gave a nod. His face looked like he held angst thoughts.Man this kid is defiantly an emo …
"So what's new with you?" I ask so he won't think I'm some damn mute. That was a horrible mistake… " Well!!! My mom and I are…." Oh my god...
This kid could fucken talk and I'm not talking about the usually blabber mouth… I mean I thought I heard him say that he has cancer… He talked about the damn homework in Mr. Loz's health class to what he had suck in his fucking teeth…
Anyway as we play this gay ass sport ( after he realized that I had no interest in his boring life) he played against Haner the Struggle protégée second to Roxas of course. Roxas kicked his ass ( as Mr. Axel would put it since he was totally in love with that boy…as the yaoi fan girls would say) and next was me against that Leon dude… he was as mysterious as Cloud but wasn't a emo… don't see how he passed that but let's keep with that story…
Well let me say that Leon was no bitch… he knew how to use sera foam and wasn't afraid to use it on me… Well after gym that Sora kid went talking to me like we were friends or something like that… What the hell is this loser's prob?
" Look Zora…" I'm getting getting annoyed all to fast.
" That's Sora, Riku-san" I shivered again at the way my name came from his mouth, "What ever, I don't know what problem you have but I really don't care so why don't you just go away…" He frowned at that comment, " Oh… okay, it was nice talking to you Riku-san…" and with that I didn't see him for a while…
It felt empty at first but after a while you get over it…till someone has to bring it back up… " Riku…" " Yeah Ma?" I yell as I'm cleaning my room for the 11th time this school week, " Your birthday is coming up…"
" So what? I'm only turning 17" She sucks her teeth at the true statement. Parents I don't get them some times…
" I want to see you bring a friend over so we can go to Disney World together. Your father is in New Orleans cleaning up the mess with the Americans so why not go over for your birthday with the extra ticket I brought?" Now this sucks I have no friends that are worth shit to me so I don't really care who befriends me any more so what the hell do I tell my mother? ' Sorry mom I'm a loser at school so I don't have friends?' or do I say ' I'm too popular so I have too many friends' well here's one think to say…
" Well Riku?" she has the world's worst patients, hence where I get mind...
" Yeah I'll bring my friend Sora over so we can go together…" Well I guess you can say I did that loser a favor till she says, " Oh? You have friends? I thought you'd never confess that. Give me his number so I can talk to his mother…"
" Uh… You want my what?"
"Your phone number is that too much to ask?" He glares at me " Why?" Okay you see I don't think that I should tell this kid that I lied to my mother and said that we were friends since pre-K so I'm gonna tell him this, " I like you Sora…" For some reason when you don't explain your self the whole school seems to hear you… "WOW!!! RIKU-SEMPAI LIKES SORA-CHAN?"
" SORA-CHAN? I'm a boy!!! And I'm sure he means as a friend!" Sora puffed up… okay… this kid looks like a uke so that's why this sounds weird…
" No, not the yaoi way… I mean, Sora and I are Friends and that's why I like him…" The school seems to like to ignore those words,
" Who's Uke?"
" No duh It's Sora-kun!"
Sora stared at me in shock as I looked away in a blush of embarrassment. What the hell was I doing? I'm not some fucken school girl… I sigh and bring him to the nearest bathroom stall and lock it, " Sora… Look just give me your number and you'll get a free trip to the US…"
"Why?" he glared but it still looked like a cute lil' pout to me.
"Cuz… I gave my mom a little… white lie about having a guest go with me on a trip…" Sora was a stubborn ass cuz he just seemed to keep things going, " You don't like me… I'm just so toy to you aren't I?" He seemed a bit hurt when he looked up at me with those pathetic blue pools. Damn… " Aww, come on Sora… I was just kinda annoyed that day when I told you to buzz off…" He knew that was a lie cuz he grabbed the bathroom stall lock getting ready to leave me.
" Wait! Look Sora… give me a chance to redeem my asshole-ness…" Sora pouting seemed to look a little more weaker, " So your gonna take me on a trip to say that your sorry?" I rolled my eyes, what the hell else was I saying this whole time?! "Yes… this a sorry gift…" Sora seemed to be satisfy with that cuz he hugged me… what kinda grown man does that is beyond me. " Okay my number is 555-1236…" he blushed at the look I gave him ( which was confusion by the way…) and he left the stall.
Sora is a morning person… It pisses me off to see people in the morning… It pisses me off to have one wake me up in the morning… and it also pisses me off that he can sit in a plane for hours at a time and not be come irritable. So… Sora seems a little wacko… I mean come on wouldn't you be bothered by that?
Let's just shake that off… Anyway me and Sora shared a hotel room in the Disney resort and he didn't quite talk much as soon as we unpacked…
" What's wrong Sora?" He looked at me with fear in his eyes… That's weird. "Um… I guess this is just my first time in a foreign country and I can't speak English too well…" I smirk at the cinnamon boy as I see him fret with worry, " You sound like you need to rest just get some sleep… you were up the whole damn plane ride Sora-kun…" It felt weird but I gave him a honorific. He seemed a little scared at the new name but he complied to what I said.
" You want me to hold your hand while you sleep?" I say in a taunting voice, " Maybe…" I look at him like he had eight legs but then he grins " Just a joke Riku-san!"
Okay so I guess he slept a good half hour or so cuz I saw him in my face like a damn dog when I felt his warm breath on my face. " Yuck… morning breath…" I say as I knock him on to my bed, " Hey watch it!" He glares… okay let's stick to the word pout cuz he sure as hell can't glare… too damn cute…
" Next time stay out of my face you brat…" I jump on top of him and I see him struggle to get me off. " Your fat ass is squeezing me Riku!!!" I glare at that comment… " Just for that I'm sitting here till room service gets here…" " That'll be hours from now you fat ass!!!" I growl as I look him face to face, " I am not fat you anorexic retard!!! I lift weights so I'm all muscle!" I feel his warm breathing on my face and I look him in the eyes… wow they look better up close to his gorgeous face… Wow… that's not right…
" Riku-san?" I see his lips moving but all I hear is molestation and rape ideas pop in and out of my head… " Look… I'm gonna take a shower…" I see that I'm get a little friend that I think that he shouldn't know about…
Sora looks out the window and sees all the lights of Disney world glow with glory, " Hey Riku… what rides do you like? I like fast ones?" I smile, " I don't really know I just go with what's there…" ' I'm sure you'd like him to ride you since he likes the fast ones…'
I blink that comment away not believing that just happened to me… " Riku some thing wrong you seem a little confused…" "No I'm fine…" 'No you're not! You want that damned kid…' I go to sit down in the nearest seat next to Sora, " Sora-kun… have you ever thought about a relationship with a dude before?"
I expected an immediate 'NO' But...seconds...almost a whole contemplative minute till...
"WHAT?"
That came out wrong… " Riku are you playing with me…?" I stare at the blank wall and try to zone out from the child that's in the room with me. " Riku are you Bi?" He sits in front of me and smiles with warmth at me. Huh? " Um… I don't know…"
" Kiss me then…"
"?!" I look at the boy. Aren't men suppose to be homo phobic?! He sucks his teeth at my delay, " Look just do this and I'm sure that you'll feel better that you admitted this to your self." He pushes up to me and I feel my mouth go all dry and cold…He wants me to kiss him? I think that I'm gonna lose it… He's so damn cute yet… I don't think I want to…
" Umm…" I feel his soft lips against mine… I don't know why but this is my first kiss… yeah I may be a damn pimp at school but I don't let those chicks get the best of me… But anyway I slide my tong in to his warm mouth and notice something… he pulled away. I feel like pouting but I controlled that feeling…
" Sora… I… well…" He blushed hard but still looks me in the eye, " That was my first kiss and I used it on you… be grateful… so do you accept your sexuality?" I look to the floor. I think that was it for me… Sora made me feel some thing that the chicks I dated couldn't and didn't have… spunk to speak up to me and ask for what they wanted…
"Riku-san? Some thing wrong?" I smiled, " No… and thanks for the kiss you Uke…" Sora's eye twitched in disgust, " I AM NOT A UKE YOU BAKA!!!" I smile… this is how I'm gonna get this boy in to the same bed with me…
R&R please!