Take my mind off my mind
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Just by living,
I'm taking my own life
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Tomorrow is gonna be too much
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.

"Stop knocking on the door!" she yelled. She had drunken herself senseless last night. She couldn't help it. This was what she always did, pretended to be fine again, then stay at home getting drunk. The morning after her friends would come knocking on the door. She didn't even know who it was this time. Didn't care, she folded a blanket around herself. It was cold, she was shivering. She was so cold. "Ino…" It was Naruto. He came most of the time. None of them able to see that she was a lost case.

So stay the fuck away

She was sitting alone in the dark. Trying to keep her away from the bottle. She always did this. She had no one to stop her, she was alone, and she drinks alone. She has too much on her mind. It hurts, she would never forget about it.

Please somebody
Take my mind off my mind

She could still hear her screams. She had died because of her. It was her fault. So Naruto would come by to taunt her. Make sure she never forgot what she was to blame her for. It so quiet that day. The day she took his love away. Should have looked after her better. Shouldn't have let her fight alone. There's a lot of shouldn't have in her life. She was a mistake.

You don't know, and really you
Don't wanna go there
Zevon really nailed it: "The hurt
Gets worse and the heart gets harder"

They said she was just suffering from shock. She had after all grown very close to Hinta, her best friend. Nobody knew how guilty she felt, she had hardly been hurt after the attack. She would have changed with her, she had a family with Naruto. Ino was alone, always to be alone. All she had was friends. She was sure they blamed her for it to. That's why they never came around in the evening to help her. Always after, in the morning to yell at her. Tell her to get help or tell her that Hinatas death wasn't her fault.

Life is a game, and I fucking lost it.