Disclaimer: I don't own CSI New York or Harry Potter if I did Lily and James wouldn't die in the books.

BTW: In this story NOTHING follows the actual plot of anything, after last series of CSI: NY, I found out that I hate Danny so I have kicked him and Lindsay out of my LOTL world; I thought this idea was pretty awesome though. I you believe in DL don't read this, in this story DL never happened, Danny did fancy "Lindsay" but she was not interested, also to explain episode Snow Day, Danny made a move on "Lindsay" she freaked out and hit him on the head with a saucepan he was knocked out "Lindsay" panicked and wiped his mind replacing it with non existent memories, she then went to England to see her and her families graves that's why she was late. Also the timeline has been completely screwed but I don't really care, in this story Lily and James secretly married at 16 had Harry and got properly married at 17. Halloween happened at 18 and this story is set a year after Halloween.

Chapter 1: The New Guy

"Alright guys there is a new guy coming to work here his name is Peter Smith, BE NICE!!" Stella shouted out the last bit remembering what happened last time they had a new guy, the poor fellow had to be sent to an institution for the overly stressed. "Lindsay" stiffened when she heard the name Peter; the name reminded her of the piece of shit she wanted dead. (AN: Can I stop using quotation marks on "Lindsay" now?)

"Lindsay, are you alright?" Stella asked concerned, her friend had been acting strangely since her announcement.

"I'm fine, it's just I knew a guy called Peter and well… we're not exactly on the best terms anymore" Lindsay replied clenching her fist under the table, the Peter she knew would probably regret what he had done if he knew exactly what she planned on doing if she ever saw him again.

"Is he an ex boyfriend?" Mac asked, he had been listening to the conversation and had spotted Lindsay's hand clench under the table.

"Good God no! You cannot be serious" Lindsay shouted in horror realising seconds later what she had said afterwards. She inwardly cursed herself it was her fault what happened to Sir- no stop thinking about that, it won't change a thing you wouldn't be able to do anything about it.

"Lindsay!" She looked up "You spaced out there, are you sure that nothings the matter?"

"I'm sure" Lindsay lied; she grabbed a piece of paper and began to scribble furiously her hair shielding the text from view.

"Lindsay, what are you doing?" Stella asked bewildered by the way her friend was acting

"Cheering myself up" Lindsay said after a moment raising her head slightly Mac seized his chance and grabbed the sheet to read it, Lindsay shrugged defeated. Looking at Lindsay he raised an eyebrow

"I guess it's safe to assume you really don't like this guy."

"You're right; if he died I would throw a celebratory party." Lindsay said simply and ignoring both her bosses she stood up and left the room. Mac walked over to Stella and showed her the sheet of paper, angry slashes of ink crisscrossed the paper forming even angrier words, liar, two faced git, cowardly rat… murderer.



About 10 minutes later Lindsay arrived at a cemetery in London carrying two small bouquets of flowers, she walked around briefly before heading to a secluded corner the three graves she wanted to see were located.

She knelt down on the grass reading the names on the headstones, James Potter, Harry Potter, Lily Potter. Lindsay placed a bouquet on the grave of James Potter and placed the second on the considerably smaller grave of Harry Potter. She blinked hurriedly as she felt the tears threatening to spill.

Lindsay stayed in this position until she felt the presence of another she rose and turned to see her old headmaster, Dumbledore looked at her sadly.

"Professor." Lily said formally trying not to show how affected she was by her visit

"Miss Monroe" he answered with the hint of a question as if checking that was her name, "Halloween in a few days, I trust you won't be celebrating?" Lindsay stiffened at the mention of Halloween

"I can assure you I won't be celebrating Halloween ever."

"Is the ever approaching Halloween the reason for your visit?" he gestured towards the gravestones

"That and other unrelated reasons." Lindsay replied evasively

"Li-Lindsay" the professor stumbled as if going to call her something else "You've got to stop blaming yourself for everything. It's him that deserves the blame." Lindsay looked up him a question in her eyes. Dumbledore sighed sadly "Unfortunately there is nothing I can do about your friend the ministry believe that it's his fault, it seems the rat is to blame for this as well"

Lindsay glanced at her watch, she had been gone long enough, she looked at the headmaster apologetically, "It is alright I understand, get back to your job, they're probably wondering where you are."

"Thank you professor, I have a feeling I've got a lot to answer to." Lindsay smiled at him before walking off into the forest, about 4 metres in she dissapperated.

OOHH, this is interesting; very interesting. I wonder what will happen… Did you guys know my dad is making me do schoolwork during the holidays, SOO unfair, I've had to do the same maths problem about 8 times, urgh, I hate my life sometimes. I know I'm probably one of the luckiest people on earth etcetera.

If you do think I'm selfish because I think that my life sucks right now, look at celebrities, "OMG I like broke a nail! My life is OVER!"

Sorry I'm not very happy right now, I'm tired. I love reviews I love reviewers as well. I LOVE EVERYONE!

I've had this idea for AGES now, well ever since last series of CSI: NY when I decided I hated Danny, like I said if you believe in DL don not read this. If you believe in JL go ahead and read this. By the way if later on in the story you get confused, I have a feeling this is going to be confusing, send me a message or review. If you want a quick answer send me a message, I usually answer reviews in the next chapter.

Lots and Lots of LURVE

JRK