A/n: I was feeling depressed, haha…. Hope you like the first chapter… I hope to get the next chapter out soon! I know it's short!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. I own the plot though.
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I can't believe. I just can't! This is bad. How could this happen to such an innocent girl like me. I had everything going for me; everything, then everything went down hill.
It all started with him. I hate him so much right now. I thought he loved me, cared for me, but in reality, I was just a stupid cheap fuck!
I had thought we were dating, but to him, we were just friends with benefits. Ha, friends? Scratch that. It was just benefits.
I should mention, I'm living in the feudal era.
InuYasha said he loved me, what a liar he was, and how pathetic I was to listen to him. We had been "together" for six months, the whole time he was secretly seeing Kikyou. How did I not see it!? I'm so stupid.
I just found out that I'm five months pregnant, by that stupid fleabag! The well opened for me, just for a few hours. My mom thought I was "huge" so she bought me a test, sure enough it said I was pregnant!
Now the well is closed, to never open again. Here I am with child, no father for this baby, no one for me what so ever. I hate myself and InuYasha!
Enough bashing on myself and that asshole; it will all end soon enough. No will notice. With this poison made from some herbs it will kill me and this baby instantly. I would have to drink the whole bowl.
I couldn't bear to make this baby face the cruel realities of the world. She or he would have to deal with being called names, discriminations, and no father.
I just grabbed the bowl of poison. Here goes nothing. Good-bye world. Good-bye Sango, Miroku and their little baby boy and girl.
Hesitantly I put the bowl to my lips when suddenly it gets knocked to the ground, emptying its contents. I looked around and saw a sight I didn't expect.
