a/n: I do not own bones I simply am another big fan and this just popped in my head, this is right after they get out and he kisses her.(I odviously changed the words up a little.) bones is a little OOC but….
…"I'm not the gambler, I'm the scientist!" Bones said in shock, "I can't change."
"I'm not asking you to change, what if, what if I got in the cab that night?" Booth retorted the open ended question.
They were both silent, Bones didn't know the answer to the question being asked.
"Well," Booth said trying to break the silence, "You know how you talk to those couples that have been in love 40 or 50 or 60 years and it's always the guys who said they knew? Well, I know." he looked at her with sad eyes.
"Booth?" she looked away it wasn't only the fact that she was the scientist that didn't have much to do with it, she, though wouldn't admit it, was scared. 'What would happen if it didn't work out between them? But, what if it did? That question scared her the most. Bones know he loved her and would never do anything to hurt her, but she couldn't trust herself. Bones could finally admit it, but only to herself, she was afraid of commitment.
Booth noticed the look on Bone's face, she was thinking.
"Bones?" he said stepping towards her and grabbing her hand, it was a good sign when she didn't decline the offer. She grasped his hand tight, she had to trust him.
"I am afraid of myself…." She squinted, holding back tears. Even to herself that sentence was poorly structured and didn't make sense.
"Bones?" Booth questioned, of course he knew she wasn't afraid of 'herself. Sweets was right however, she was afraid of commitment.
She gave him a hug, Bones didn't feel she knew what was going on herself, and her head was full of so much emotion and confusion. Bones gazed up at him, rain now soaking both of them, "funny," Booth thought, "we've been in this situation before." he smiled and leaned down kissing her on the cheek…..
CLIFFFF HANGER;
I didn't think I should waste my time if no one is gonna read this or like this soo….. R/R but please be gentle, I am not the best writer but I'm trying and I enjoy it :D so please READ AND REVIEW