"Love sucks." That's a fact. "There are no happy endings…at least in real life." Another fact.

So if you literally give yourself to your 'one and only', you'll end up with a beatened, shredded, and shattered heart.

I had transformed myself into perfection for my dear Mamo-chan (note the sarcasm), buthe left me far a conniving, two-faced slut.

My heart was so lost of love; I was called "heartless".

Then my physical appearance followed the path of my darkened emotions. No longer was the bright blonde whose clothes reflected her bubbliness; I dyed my golden locks jet-black. I chopped the long hair that reached the back of my knees to my waist. I let my bangs grow so they almost covered sapphiric eyes darkened by hate. I dyed my eyebrows too to match my hair and gained multiple piercings. My skin gradually lost its tan when I stopped going out altogether, which worried my idiotic foster parents. Then I gave away all my clothes (underwear included) and bought new ones with darker colors. The styles were also more revealing and covered up more than before.

When I returned to school (the whole change took place during summer break), I'd lost some of my supposed 'friends' with them citing that, 'I'd changed too much.' Then I gained a fan club dubbed 'The Dark Angel's followers' whom liked me for my supposed 'sexiness' like others in my school, i.e. Uchiha Sasuke, Sabakuno Gaara, Tomoe Sai, and Tomoe Hotaru.

After my whores of friends abandoned me, I quickly fit in with the 'Goth' group, which consisted of Hotaru, a few others, and myself. Hotaru became my best friend since, in a way; we understood each other's inner turmoil. Later on though, somehow I became the leader of the group since I my fan club was undoubtedly the biggest in the group, but how that had to do with it I had no idea.

The school supported new clubs and thus, fan clubs were introduced. They also had a poll involving fan clubs that would count how big a fan club was for a person, and teachers also had fan clubs.

I ranked number one for the girls, with Hotaru following in second. And in the boys it was a tie between Uchiha Sasuke and Uchiha Itachi; brother versus brother, and student versus teacher. Following them was Sabakuno Gaara at number two and Tomoe Sai at number three. Sai is also one of my friends and Hotaru's fraternal twin brother. He was also part of the skater group.

So my life had gone through a drastic change, which I believe was for the better.