Disclaimer: SM is not owned by me. Go figure.
Post season 1
Tears
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It's the only thing I can control. I feel the pain ripping apart my heart as I stand here wondering why.
Why is it just me?
He left.
She left.
There is no one around.
I'm always alone.
I'm always a burden.
A unwanted weight that others must bear.
I place the blade once more to my wrist before pushing against the tender skin. Droplets burst forth and I'm glad. It feels better then what I feel inside.
Lost.
Alone.
Unwanted.
My tears don't stop.
I want the clock to stop.
Make time stop.
Another cut and I want to feel again. Why can't I feel anything?
I think my knees hit the floor.
Someone?
Anyone?
Unwanted…